so...

so,that's it!!!!
the end of a student life today???
finally ended my one last sunday service as a student in church today!!!!!
iwill b away from kl for most of the june time!!!!
coming back on july....
post grad studies will kick off by then....
student hoz gonna start at around same time oso!!
=)

there was a moment that flip thru my mind as i travelled back to semenyih via train juz now....recalling of the 3years student life...
so much incidents happened......
so many times,iwas loved/blessed/forgiven for the blessingss that idin deserve AT ALL...
for His son's blood shed....
it's just so amazing.....=)

it's going to be a whole new chapter of life....
plz pray for me,for iwill b serving the most Awesome One in a way that fits Him but not based on what iwant to.....=)

p/s:im a real blessed guy!!!!!=D

wow~~~~

awesome day!!!!!!

something happened today that is juz wonderful.....

the old me,mayb will be in a weirdo situation,sad or watever feeling....
ijuz feel so GOOD now!!!!!

hahahahaha.....

in short,ijuz had a close walk with Christ again!!!!

which makes me feel so so so awesome.....=P

things on the earth may grow strangely dim,

juz simply trust in Jesus.....

there was this song that we sang in church choir that juz pop out from my mind,

"you can have all this world

just give me Jesus~~~~"

it's so true yet so nice.....

there is flaw in everything on the earth....

it's through the imperfectness of all these things,Christ shows His holiness to us.....

=)

n im just glad,inoe Jesus!!=)

psalms of the day--->a song of ascents

for all things, Christ led....

p/s:Jesus is gorgeous...=D

whEn iT iS unAvOidAblE...

things have been running to a pretty interesting stage.....
ihav been in a dilemma recently....
so many things have contributed to this issue.....
iwow to make a change yet i do not.....
a lot of time,ido not know.....
or i shall say,irefuse to try to know that though.....
itry to ignore the talk but somehow ido talk when there is a chance......
idid try to like.....erm,convince myself to move forward but somehow it juz stays still when i see the existance of the handicaps.....

thing seems to be vague and unclear....
what shall i do?
mayb the word "move on" is far greater than "move forward"!!=)

p/s:to any of you,please bear with me again if you dun understand what im talking about.....

tHe EnD...

it's a historical moment....

it's a day that ishall feel happy and im not....

it's a day imark the end of my undergraduate studies.....

it's a day that makes a new start of my new chapter of life.....

it's a day that ifeel heavy and a bit disappointed....

it's a day that ithink ireli need to let SOMETHING go.....

it's a day of defeat....

it's a day that im supposed to have some crazy plans?

it's a day that ineed to talk to someone but ifind none in chat list?

it's a day that ineed to trust in the Lord....

for He has been so faithful to a guy with such a small faith level like me....

thank You,Jesus....

for loving me even when iturn away from You sometimes....

Trust in the LORD with all your heart

and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge Him,

and He will make your paths straight. 'Proverb 3:5-6'

when the future seems to be filled with lot of uncertainties,trust in Jesus....

p/s:Happy holiday!!=)

17th of May...

a week that is full of joy....

so much blessing received....

mum is in hospital now....

operation will be undergone tomolo morning....

=)

heart is getting more and more rebellious....

the heart seems not to listen to me...

in some part.....

the dream thing is still on.....

>.<

icant let this keep happening....

muz think of some ways to stop that!!!!

this is the week im looking forward to....

2more papers,n im done with all the exams....

=)

ijuz watched this movie called--->Angels & Demons....

the only thought ihad after it was,my Jesus is strong enough to sustain any potential critics(im expecting that from anyone!!).....

the real truth will be revealed in time to come.....

For only His tender mercy could reach beyond my weakness to my need

p/s:ineed to stop DREAMING!!!@_@

Pray...

today,im asking you to pray for me....

juz pray for me....

iwas told that my mum who turns 61 today....

she was told that she has a breast tumour....

(not too big,the size of an egg!!)

iwill classify it as the early phase of the tumour...

And,she will be having her operation on next monday.....

icant leave here (though iwanted to) to visit her as im having my exam tomolo,and next wednesday b4 the one last paper on thursday.....

all ican do,is to pray.....

and ihope everyone of you....

plz pray for my mum.....

plz pray for the succeed of the operation.....

pray for the her health after the operation....

pray that she can overcome the fear that may break down her mentality....

all ineed is,you prayer....

thanks!!

the best thing of a follower of Christ is we get to pray....

p/s:will sit for Project Management paper tomorrow!!=)

YYYYYY????

Y???
something very shocking,stunning just happened right in front of my eyes.....
YYYYYY???
how could such thing happened!!!!!!!
Isn't it a sin when you do that???
You know it's sinful to do so....
YYYYY?
Why do you still commit to it!!!!!
YYYYY?
Why say "hi" to Satan and say "Good BYe" to Christ?????

For any of you that still dun know what is happening,Ijust woke up after falling asleep for mayb 20minutes!!!
(received a frend's call!)
went to campus at 1240am!!
managed to witness something that really break my heart....

I WITNESS A BROTHER IN CHRIST STEALING MY FRIEND'S LAPTOP!!!!

mayb we r not that close with each other,mayb we r not going to the same church service,mayb we dun really hav a good time to have fellowship!!!!
he is still my bro-in-Christ.....
isn't it if Christ is the center of everything,such thing will surely nvr happen!!!!
im so sad to know this!!!

this is the morning,ifeel so heavy...
knowing that there are so many things that are still to be done.....
for Christ....
so iask everyone of you that is reading this post,please pray for my brother in Christ...
for he will once again surrender himself to the Mighty One....
please pray for his repentance.....

yet now I am happy, not because you were made sorry, but because your sorrow led you to repentance. For you became sorrowful as God intended and so were not harmed in any way by us. '2Corinthians 7:9'

p/s:Repentance means hating sin enough to turn from it.

100!!

this is the 1st 100th post of mine in this blogspot...

iactually wanted to reserve to the last day of my exam and for some reason....

ijuz cant wait....

today is a day that is a bit special....

ishall say from yesterday onwards actually....

yes and no,good and bad....

hmm.....

how does an official offer of a PhD seat sound like to any of you?

personally,im so excited bout that....igot to pro-long my student life,able to extend my stay in kl,ican keep helping out in the student house that we are going to get soon,etc etc....

and,my one last exam is going to kick start finally.....in less than 5hours from now!!!!ithink the preparation work is almost done.....=)

and,something funny had happened recently....it's not the time to elaborate too much yet....in short,it's the extension story from the dream stuff that imentioned in previous post!!!!=)

all ineed,is your prayer....your encouragement....=)

seek Christ in every stage of life....

p/s:ilove the msn talking yesterday!!=P

DeDicAteD to Mrs Koh...

it's Mother's day today!!!!

iwent to church as usual....=)

was alone after the highest ever number of ppl that went with me last week!!!

it was 10 and it's the reverse of it for today?>.<

10 l 01

there was a special session where some mothers in church shared the testimonials....

smehow,it just made me think of my not too-old,not too-young,quite In,quite funny mom....

im just glad to have her all this while....

even in the walk with Christ...

when everyone seems to b quite disagree with it,she just gives me support from behind....

she may sme handicap at her left foot.....

(Amputation 6years back after the infection of a small cut!!)

im glad that the relationship of the whole family just got closer since then!!!=)

so many incidents happened....

so much moments of travelling to teman her to visit doctor...

times after times.....

we just get closer to each other....

the line of "I love you" may nvr be heard but somehow the actions had explained every single piece of love work explicitly......=D

there are juz so much things iwanna to share bout me and my mum......

and iguess,words juz cant explain all that but somehow it will forever stay in my heart!!!!=)

im just so glad to have her as my mum!!!=)

some verses for today-->Rules for Christian Households

song of the day-->Only by grace can we enter

MOM=Modeling Our Maker!!

p/s:going to have my PhD interview tomorrow!!=)

寂寞的男人?

somehow, this song just came across my mind this morning!!!
ikept playing it for so many times.....
probably,ijust had another emotional morning.....
please bear with me,ok?
good song is worth to share with everyone that follows my post!!!
hope you guys do enjoy the songs....

song of the morning-->寂寞的男人

寂寞的男人

繁忙的工作 加一把劲来过渡
无聊的交际 只管把笑容制造
回家打开一副电脑 模拟找到 模拟倾诉 模拟很好

从来不知道 怎么竟各行各路
从前的一套 今天仔细仍照做
夜深粉紫色这外套 模拟起舞 模拟拥抱 模拟得到

*仍然能拥有梦想跟前途 仍然能拥有自尊跟自豪
仍然明知许多女伴 一转身会遇到 为何感到这不算最好
明明从不信天荒跟地老 明明从不会后悔得不到
明明从新掌握去做 我总可以做到 为何今晚我不懂如何 告别烦恼

浮华掌声里 只想一个人赞慕
从难关出发 心境可向谁透露
是否悲欢早有定数 何时得到 何时失去 谁能猜到*

try to imagine the scenario in the lyrics....
im so love with the songs today!!!=)

p/s:17 days to freedom!!=)

hmm...:S

smehow....

studying still occupy quite a big part of my time now....:S

nothing much to update as iwas and am still a nerd now!!!>.<

ya,iwent to Taman Connaught pasar malam yesterday....

1st visit in at least 6months time....

had fun though....:)

N,im still witnessing a lot of questions in life that icant understand.....

conflict between relationships,friendships and etc....

somehow,idun understand how to solve it....

icant....

im just too small and too weak to fix all these....

isurrender to Christ....

for His power is perfectly made in my weakness....

as usual,

song of the week--->相爱很难

I don’t need the answers to all of life’s questions Just know that He loves me and stay by my side

p/s:5days away from 1st paper!!:)

DrEaM...

ihave a lot of dreams...

some dreams are unachievable;some unimaginable dreams are on the way to its completion....

idun dream a lot when im sleeping.....

somehow,

for some reasons that icant understand.....

ihad this similar dream....

back-to-back for the past week?

it's very hard for me to picture the scenery and give a full details for it..

somehow,every single character,words,actions that "happened" in my dream seemed to be so real.....

for some part of the inner-self of me....

I JUST HOPE THAT THE DREAM IS A TRUTH!!

the verses that reflects how great is our God-->Acts 17:24-28

I pray that God would fills your heart with dreams And faith that gives you the courage To dare to do great things!

p/s:stay cool when the world is fading out!!:)

uPdAte....

juz a quick update...

im still breathing well....

3rd sis jus had her 1st week wedding anniversary....=)

congrats....

iwent to a friend's belated birthday party yesterday...

was touched by how everyone had contributed and made it to a succeed....

it's love....

it's the LOVE of Christ that made the party an awesome one!!!

(of course the part where ihad to do a butt dance!!XD)

im going to sit for my one last undergraduate exam in less than 11days time....

im trying very hard to study and do revision....@_@

plz pray for me or cheer up for me...

ineed that a lot....=)

song of the week-->原来只要共你活一天

Jesus paid much too high a price, for us to pick and choose who should come

p/s:imiss mersing....>.<