Thursday, January 27, 2011

I have come to know this...

Matthew 5:38-48
We’re like toast slathered with jelly that has fallen upside down on the kitchen floor. Left to ourselves, we can make a pretty big mess of things. Then Jesus comes along, like a divine spatula, scrapes us off the floor of our sinful ways, and turns us right side up. And as we follow His right-side-up ways, we discover that turning the other cheek keeps us from getting caught in a brawl, that it is more blessed to give than to receive, and that dying to self is life at its best.

Taken from
-----> Our daily bread

thank You,Father for being such a compassionate God,such a loving God that never let me go....
indeed You know what I need....
indeed You are the God that is same from yesterday,today and forever.....

sign out with a heart that love You more....=)

p/s:love the rainy,chilling weather back home here...=)

才发现...

今晚白等了3,4小时......

Saturday, January 22, 2011

iam second...

the second time that i wake up early in the morning....
iactually really love the quietness of the morning....

but,idun think iwill miss it much in the summer though....
Iactually can feel the loneliness in the summer but not now!!=)

woke up at 430am today....=)

值得,一切将会是值得的.....

going back mersing next week!!!=)

p/s:Hello,chinese new year!!=)

Thursday, January 20, 2011

才发现..

不喜欢这挣扎的困境....
有网中鱼的感觉.....

iduno...

I think lately ihave been dwelling a lot with Scriptures,passages....
there is a passage that really struck me...

as i woke up this morning....
it appeared like a photocopy-kind of work....
like it juz appeared in front of me....
so iread it.......

and here you go with the portion of the Scripture:
it's taken from 2 Corinthians 4:

Present Weakness and Resurrection Life

Therefore, since through God’s mercy we have this ministry, we do not lose heart. Rather, we have renounced secret and shameful ways; we do not use deception, nor do we distort the word of God. On the contrary, by setting forth the truth plainly we commend ourselves to everyone’s conscience in the sight of God. And even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled to those who are perishing. The god of this age has blinded the minds of unbelievers, so that they cannot see the light of the gospel that displays the glory of Christ, who is the image of God. For what we preach is not ourselves, but Jesus Christ as Lord, and ourselves as your servants for Jesus’ sake. For God, who said, “Let light shine out of darkness,” made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of God’s glory displayed in the face of Christ.

But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body. For we who are alive are always being given over to death for Jesus’ sake, so that his life may also be revealed in our mortal body. So then, death is at work in us, but life is at work in you.

It is written: “I believed; therefore I have spoken.” Since we have that same spirit of faith, we also believe and therefore speak, because we know that the one who raised the Lord Jesus from the dead will also raise us with Jesus and present us with you to himself. All this is for your benefit, so that the grace that is reaching more and more people may cause thanksgiving to overflow to the glory of God.

Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.
"2 Corinthians 4:1-18"

this is so awesome,knowing that our current troubles are nothing compared to the eternal glory that we will receive as the day that the Most High One returns....

I simply live for You alone!!=)

song of the week ahead:

-->You gave Your life away

p/s:Hello,Chinese new year 2011!!=)

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

crazy

im crazy today....
or ishall say falling sick makes me go crazy....
ifelt sleepy last nite at 10pm but icouldnt really sleep well....

iwoke up almost every hour and iwonder why....

and so,
i woke up at 3am in the morning to work!!!

ican foresee this to come pretty often in near future!!

p/s:waking up in the morning is feeling not too bad actually...=)

Friday, January 14, 2011

Song of the day...

a morning devotion time proves that God is such a dynamic God and a God of in control of all things....

im just speechless,knowing that He is alive.....
wow!!!!

and as i read through the passage,this song came across my mind....
and wat more interesting is the comment i found from the youtube link that really amaze me...

check this out....

You know what makes God so amazing, is when we fall on our faces, when we push Him away, when we turn our backs on Him, when we deny Him, He still loves us unfailingly, that is amazing. I love You my Lord and Savior.@Random comment

and song of the day:

-->Unfailing love

p/s:live life love....=)

Thursday, January 13, 2011

Give me clean hand...

God,
give me clean hand,
give me pure heart....
Let us not lift our souls to another
Oh God let this be..
a generation that seeks...
Who seeks Your face, Oh God of Jacob...
"Give us clean hand by Chris Tomlin"

a lot of times,we plan and without seeking God's will....
this is destined to fail....

im still trying to understand His purpose in my life....
if i should have the life i thought i will have,
im not sure...
but iwant to be a brother/friend that is accountable....
if God sees me in this way,and this is what He gives me...
im cool to accept it...

something i read from tweeter has really amazed me:

Friendship is unnecessary, it has no survival value; but it's one of those things that gives value to survival. @CSLewis

my sickness seems to fluctuate....
but at least sorethroat is cutting down ha!!=)

p/s:journal writing is proven not to be too tough though!!:P

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Struggle..

kaiseng is struggling to find a new pace of life....
imagine i "slept" at near 1am yet i "woke up" at 622am....

finding a rhythm in life is proven to be tough....
my heart is weary,my soul is hungry....
my brain is falling apart mentally,my body is falling sick physically....

im trying.....
to improve the whole life cycle.....
need to let my live life in a better way ha!!

a lot of prayers needed...
if you are reading this,please pray for me...=)

p/s:hi,flu...hi,sorethroat...hi,running nose!!!=(

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

it shall call

The end of a dream and to get ready for a new life....

Monday, January 10, 2011

a NeW dAwN...

iwas struggling with emotional control last night....
but no matter if you believe or not,
ijust had a close encounter with God...

He is once again,
stretching out His mighty arm to show His care for me....
im thankful for the almigthy God that ihave.....=)

there are so many questions in life that we don't need to know the answers,just know that He loves us..@Quote from CAsting crown's song...=)

Song of the day:

Love them like Jesus


Verse of the day to medidate:

He(Jesus) replied, “Blessed rather are those who hear the word of God and obey it.”
'Luke 11:28'

love this line that iread it from Daily Bread today:

A life of obedience may not be easy, but it will be blessed.


another new week that ineed to strive hard to bring Him more glory....
and iwill keep praying for the students in Nottingham who will be facing exams from this week onwards...=)

p/s:a new dawn has come....=)

Mercy..

Ithink im calmer than wat ithink im....

if tis is the God who knows me from the start of life plans for me...
im more than happy to face it ha!!=)

a same kaiseng who is so pasionate to gospel is here...=)

p/s:a new week...bring it on!!=)

Sunday, January 9, 2011

tonight...

it's one of the worst nights in my life today....

Saturday, January 8, 2011

sometimes iwonder...

sometimes,ijust wonder...
if im a good leader...
ihaven felt too discouraged for quite a while...
but today,ithink ilet my emotion to drive me for a bit...
iknow ishouldnt find any comfort from human standard....
it's the God that iwill need to get His favor...

but,tonight....
deep in my heart....
ido feel very tired from the things im working hard on....
iwonder if ppl take that for granted....
did someone mayb think,ineed ppl to nourish as well?

sign out with swinging mood...

p/s:ireally wonder....=.="

Thursday, January 6, 2011

helLo 2011...

currently in Singapore for a research conference...

-->AMN&APLOC2011

it's a new year....=)
nothing much to express lately coz life has been wonderful with God's presence....
the more i dwell in Him,the more iknow the God that ihave with me is alive...=)

ijuz finished some online conference called Passion2011!!=)
this heart is being stirred up once again....

I wept as i watched those sessions...
recalling how my life changed since the nite at Passion KL 08'
im forever thankful for this life that He saves...=)

song of the day....

Glory in the highest

p/s:a new month that iwant to strike well to bring Him honor...=)