Tuesday, September 29, 2009

so tRue...

God is good....
He knows the best for me....

came across the verses today that really quench the thirst of the struggles that i face it for quite some time...

Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. 'Philippians 2:3'

Devote yourselves to prayer, being watchful and thankful. And pray for us, too, that God may open a door for our message, so that we may proclaim the mystery of Christ, for which I am in chains. Pray that I may proclaim it clearly, as I should. Be wise in the way you act toward outsiders; make the most of every opportunity. Let your conversation be always full of grace, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how to answer everyone. 'Colossians 4:2-6'

There is a true living God live in me!!!!!=)

Monday, September 28, 2009

.....

this is the night that icount losses more than the gain ireceived.....

m i good enough???
I AM NEVER near!!!!!!

being smeone in the situation like me,it's really hard....
imay be harsh....
imay be not being thoughtful enough....

all iwant to do,it's to bring Him glory.....

do ineed to defend for myself???
mayb idid.....
if all ihad done that had brought Christ to be known,im willingly to lose anything that ihave now....
Galatians 2:20 is alwaz the summary of the life that iwant to live like....

if ineed to give up anything just to defend for Jesus,and to make Him to be glorified and honoured,
I WILL DO SO!!!!

p/s:thnx for pointing me from the mistakes made!!

kNoWiNg...

knowing too much can create some problems smetimes....
the more u know....
the more confusing it could be.....
the more you will start doubting the eternal gift.....
there are too many things being witnessed recently....

and,

I AM CONFUSED AND I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE!!!!

ireally look for someone who can feel/understand what im feeling now and try to share the burden with me!!!!

HELP~~~~
>.<

'If His grace is an ocean,we're all sinking'...

(ibegin to really understand what this line is meant!!!)

p/s:if this is a test given by Christ,it's near to my limit soon....@_@

Thursday, September 24, 2009

aMaZinG cLip...

video

this is way too awesome!!!!

my Jesus is really brilliant and He does supernatural things!!!!=)

I form the light and create darkness,
I bring prosperity and create disaster;
I, the LORD, do all these things. 'Isaiah 45:7'

p/s:Looking forward to see how ConneXion Semenyih can be used to shine for Jesus!!=)

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

a WeEk bReAk...

went home since last Thursday....
had an awesome short break at hometown....

joined in a last minute 3-on-3 basketball tournament....
(lost of course considered the time that my team spent to "practice" together??)
finally moiiesha is back to mersing again!!!
she is so so cute and naughty but i still love her a lot....
did i mention for the 1st time iactually carried a baby????
=)
she is about 6months old and she could stand up soon!!!=)

received my duty as a Research Assistant for the upcoming semester.....
drafted my own research progress,new milestones are set....
drafted the planning for both on campus Bible study group and ConneXion Semenyih...
Drafted the commitments ihave/ican contribute to church though.....

there are a lot more things that ineed/ican/iwant to do for the coming 4months....
ineed a lot of prayers,a lot of encouragement....
im asking you to pray for me.....
that iwill not be discouraged and ican have the good management of work load,fun time and the most important things....
to bring Him glory and honour!!!

p/s:I can do great things through Christ who strengthen me!!!=)

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

juSt...

Just want to share something that is really awesome....
After the evening of frustration in the previous post....
this is how the Scripture answered my doubts....

But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more,I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord,for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ.
'Philippians 3:7-8'

And hope does not disappoint us,because God has poured out His love into our heart by the Holy Spirit,whom He has given us.
'Romans 5:5'

God is good,all the time....=)

Monday, September 14, 2009

WhY?

I do not understand......
for sme reasons,im frustrated.....
im reli frustrated......

a lot of time,
ireli wonder.....
if im being unfairly treated?
if im destined to b the role that im doing now????

there is a hidden part of me,that reli wants to shout out to make a difference.....
to b diff from who im now?????
sometimes,i do wonder if ppl do think im reli that good(no problems)????
in their mind,will kaiseng hav sme problems mayb???
that he needs ppl to ask him b4 he can reli share???

im scared.....
im timid.....

im juz an ordinary person that needs nurture from others....
im still feeling lonely at times when im vf a big gangs of friends.....
im still feeling speechless at a lot of circumstances....
(imay over-react/over-care towards ppl!!)

do i need to learn to stop doing so???
do i do that because this is the part/the given task that ican do???
or simply because im selfish in sme ways????

iduno.....
im really confused.....
im frustrated.....
yet ineed to control it!!!!!!!

Abba Father,please give me the strength to go through this knob of my life....
I ask Father You show me the way.....
I know i do not have the faith level like Job nor Abraham...
But Father,I cry out to You.....
Things are fading,things on the earth will wither.....
So,I need You,Father....
Show me....Show me......
The path You plan for me.....
Amen....


p/s:im really speechless tonight....>.<

Church MusiC....

im so excited with David Crowder's new album....
ya,did i remember to introduce that the album title is called-->"Church Music"?
=)
it's so unique yet so awesome.....
it's so special....
so nice,so brilliant and so wonderful with the lyrics and the combination of music....

oh,ya.....
some of my friends said it's a bit too techno,too "noisy" and etc etc.....
but shouldn't we feel joyful then make noise to praise the Holy One in heaven????

this is an album that i long for it.....
getting the real CD soon!!!=)

ijuz cant wait to own it!!!=)
Shine Your light so all can see it
Lifted up, 'cause the whole world needs it
Love has come, what joy to hear it
He has overcome, He has overcome
'SMS(Shine)'

p/s:ask me for the songs if you are interested with it!!=)

Thursday, September 10, 2009

平常心

an old song that makes my day...=)

video

enjoy the clip and the song as well....=)

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

1 year-old...

there is a small celebration here....
(no champagne,no firework,no drum....)

happy 1st birthday,"ABOVE ALL"!!!

iwont say much about the past year....
you,who follow the update here shall know about it....

im glad and being thankful for the past year....
=)
things that ihad gone through...
things that im witnessing....
things that im yet to see....

ijuz want to keep on bringing glory and honour to Him......=)

the theme song for upcoming year-->Only You


But He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.
'2 Corinthians 12:9'

p/s:another summer passed by...=)

Sunday, September 6, 2009

there is....

this time,
there is a new decision made.....
i will keep it for sure......
it's 6th of September.....
the start of a new path towards a new road of a new direction by a new soul driving towards a new decision!!=)

p/s:ican make it through....=)

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

=)

a verse that makes my day....
=)

Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice!
'Philippians 4:4'


song of the day-->only You

God is good,all the time....

p/s:im a Jesus freak!!=)

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

aRe We?

are we really ready???
this is a question that alwaz comes across my mind....

if we are ready to stand film for Jesus???
are we ready to stand film for Christ and defend for Him in our daily life???

it's really much easier to talk than to work on it in a lot of circumstances.....

how about when ur family members start criticising ur faith??
how about when ur frends by means or not make jokes over Christ?
how about when things dun reli side you coz you are trying hard just to stay with the real truth of life?
how about doubtfulness towards your own faith strike you even when you,yourself dun even realise that?
do we really stand film or do we juz act blur and smile at it only???

Casting Crown says in the song of "love them like Jesus" that we don't need to know all of life's questions,just know that He loves us.....

but when things really happen,somehow struggles come next!!
a lot of things happened to me for the past week.....
then idid ask myself if i do enough,or did i even try to defend for Jesus???
n ithink,
these verses had reli given me a huge enough impact that ineed to reli step up for Christ!!

check this out-->1 Peter 2:18-25

we struggle a lot in this earthly life....
in our life,we try to go for some kind of goals....
but,do we ever think about that??
that the things that we are hunting/aiming for....
will it give glory and honour to God???
or is it just purely for our own personal satisfaction????
ileave the rest for you to think about that....

love the Lord your God with all your heart,and with all your soul,and with all your strength and with all your mind!=)

p/s:im in dilemma!!@_@