kNoWiNg...

knowing too much can create some problems smetimes....
the more u know....
the more confusing it could be.....
the more you will start doubting the eternal gift.....
there are too many things being witnessed recently....

and,

I AM CONFUSED AND I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE!!!!

ireally look for someone who can feel/understand what im feeling now and try to share the burden with me!!!!

HELP~~~~
>.<

'If His grace is an ocean,we're all sinking'...

(ibegin to really understand what this line is meant!!!)

p/s:if this is a test given by Christ,it's near to my limit soon....@_@