God is good....

iwas suffering from some emotional change due to some change in life these days....

but again,
God shows me how He loves me....
iwas reading some journals again today....
(soemthing dull,dry,boring....>.<)
and ihave a yearly calender in my office that has a daily Scripture verse printed on each day with some motivating lines written by some famous ppl!!

and this line reli stunned me....

God wants my unreserved love,my unqualified devotion, and my undaunted trust!!

Verse of the day:

Though He slay me, yet will I hope in Him;I will surely defend my ways to His face. 'Job 13:15'


sometimes,ijuz doubt if im doing the right stuff?
because im able to live under His grace,able to live under His protection....

And now i know,He never fails.....=)

p/s:im going home tomorrow!!=)

wOw....

God is so true....
to me yet again....
life is so so busy these days.....

work field:
tutorial class demonstration,R&D and BEng final year project co-supervisor,endless of readings,reports deadline to meet,lab work,purchase of materials....

spiritual field:
talking to new ppl,meet up with new ppl,encourage ppl surrounding me,Bible study,conneXion house,church commitment.....

family,travel,encourage them,listen to the problems....

idun deny that there are some crisis crushed.

A lot of time, it refines and purifies. I may be discouraged at time but i believe that crushings has not yet led to a surrender. And i know,after crises crush sufficiency,God will step in to comfort and teach me!!=)

and ijuz read another very encouraging verse that really fuel me up!!

Before I was afflicted I went astray,but now I obey Your word.
'Psalm 119:67'

=DDD
this is a song introduced by a very good friend of mine:

the link-->What faith can do

give it a try and i hope it will bring you some deeper thought of yourself towards your life!!=)

p/s:I try to surrender as much as i can!!!=)

fRiEndS...

im reading a book again after quitting this awesome hobby for a while....
found my joy in reading again!!!=)

im now reading this book called-->Friends & Friendship (The secret of drawing closer)

and the definition of a friendship really stunned me and here it goes....

A friend is a trusted confidant to whom I am mutually drawn as a companion and an alley,whose love for me is not dependent on my performance,and whose influence draws me closer to God!!

what a powerful definition,isnt it???

ihope to be the friend that can stimulate someone really draws back/close to Christ...=)

song of the week-->Everlasting God

p/s:it's getting better since last week??or it's juz illusion???

jUsT.....

ijuz did something last night that invr thought of that iwould do....

iwonder how thing could end up like....

iduno....

im not confused and ijust let it be....

ya,the software called --FLUENT is very awesome to learn....=)


p/s:it's another conneXion night!!!

sO?

ihave decided....
iwill let the doubt go behind of me....

it will be a super tough decision....
iwill need a lot of words of Him to seek the bigger picture of the most vital purpose of my life....

pray for me....=)
thanks!!

Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!'2Corinthians 5:17'

song of the evening....

Sing(Your love)

It used to be darkness
Without you
I lived my life in blindness
But now I am found

And I'll sing, sing I love you so
And I'll sing
Because the world can't take away
Your love

Found me in weakness
Broken
You came to me in kindness
And now I live

I'll give my life for you Lord
For all you've done

the link-->Sing(Your love)

p/s:Jesus,You alone are worthy!!=)

anoThEr niGht..

this is another night....
im speechless.....

with the facts,with the situation....
im juz kinda in a very awkward position!!!!!!
it's reli weird,and awful to be in who im now.....

there is juz one Scripture verse that really can heal the bleeding wound.....

So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.
'2 Corinthians 4:18'

it's not easy....
and iwill give it a try and persist to the very end of the stage of life!!!!

p/s:im a coward!!!>.<

ConneXion House Opening..

it was an overwhelming weekend...
well,maybe at least the Friday itself...
after few months of work/decorations/renovations,

it's so so glad to see/witness/participate in the opening event of the ConneXion Semenyih....
more than 40(maybe 50) turned up and we were shocked to see the crowd and things went well(ithink)....

we had a small introduction of the history of the ConneXion,a card giving session to an American couple who contributed a lot to the house....
(they juz told me they are getting us a new microwave soon!!)
We had games(the real "ice-breaking" session),we had songs to worship the Only one...We had food,we had fellowship time....
phew.....

God is so good to the house of Semenyih.....=)

the most awesome things for the night was actually.....

there was this lady called "Caroline"(iwonder if i spell the name correctly) who was supposed to walk to university cafe to have her dinner...
she walked pass the ConneXion House and she saw us gathering at the gate of the house and we were singing....
She stopped by at the gate and my cool friend-->Adam was there to talk to her....
she was then joined us for the whole night....
and iwas talking to her for a while....
a line from her really made my evening...

"Do you know,you guys just make me think of my family back to my home country?"

What a stunning line from a lady who was juz passed by,and entered(accidentally) then said this to me???

it somehow reminded me that there are so many lost souls that are surrounding us that are to be saved!!!!!!

I shall look forward to see the light house of the God in a place called-->Semenyih to be used to shine for Christ....=)

I love the house where You live, O LORD, the place where Your glory dwells.
'Psalm 26:8'

p/s:pray for me as im starting my tutorial teaching class on coming Tuesday!!=)

緊緊抓住你(HolD You TigHt!!)

it seems like iupdate really very frequent in my blog post recently!!!!
ihav no idea though but this hymn really comforts me lately in a lot of circumstances!!

here is the link--->緊緊抓住你

緊緊抓住你

我無助的時候你給我力量

我害怕的時候你緊緊抱住我

當我覺得我不行

你告訴我可以

你就是那最愛我的主

我緊緊抓住你 我永遠不放手

我看到你獨生子

為我釘死在十架上

我緊緊抓住你 我永遠不放手

是你醫治了我

是你從未離開過我

*我已看到我的未來

是充滿信心和盼望*

p/s:Songs that glorify Him can reach the deepest level where the meaning never fades!!

m i?

doubting myself over and again!!!!!
im feeling the stress more than juz ican cope with....

if there is a choice,iwish to go back to the period where idin know anything....
to the place where there is juz joy,happiness and love filled.....

it looks like....
im really full of weaknesses that invr even realised that.....

invr feel sad/disappointed by the ppl that point me out for my weaknesses...
(it's for my own good iknow that!!)
ijuz feel so "not-worthwhile" by the grace received.....
(He saved me for who im???)

iyearn for a change....
idemand for a renewal of the inner-self!!!

another new decision is made!!

Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world,but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is-His good,pleasing and perfect will. 'Romans 12:2'

p/s:if there is a 2nd chance to go back to the past,istill want to put my faith in Christ!!!