CiAo 2009;AlOhA 2010...

phew....
it's almost the end of 2009...
so fast....-.-''
by a glimpse of eyes,another year comes to an end soon....
iwas trying to recall the events/issues/things/new & old experiences/milestones that ihad gone through/achieved throughout the year of 2009....

surely,2009 was a real blessing to me though....=)

Graduated from my undergraduate studies-->Started my Post graduate studies-->Got the ConneXion Semenyih running-->Got Baptized...

Of course there were so many other big and small issues occurring in between too...
there are just too many to list down.....

family-friend cycle-personal struggles-career path....
so many so many things that had really shapen me to a better/wiser person ihope...=)

And ya, im looking forward to 2010....

a new year that iwant to learn more about Him....
a new year that iwant to love Him more...
a new year that iwant to achieve something decent for the research work....
a new year that iwant to love my family even more...
a new year that ipray for new experiences to come into my life....
a new year that ipray for different prospects in life....
a new year that is absolutely just for Him....=)

Song of my hope for 2010-->Shine

there is a quote in the book that im reading that really stunned me...
ihope it will become not just me but the people around me's prayer for 2010:

When principles that run against your deepest convictions begin to win the day,then battle is your calling,and peace has become sin;you must,at the price of dearest peace,lay your conviction bare before friend and enermy,with the fire of your faith. 'Counterfeit Revival'

2010= the year that i hope to keep growing under His grace and mercy....

p/s:going home on Wednesday!!=)

Galatians 2:20......

finally,it's done....
im glad imade the decision....
doubts did give me some trouble along this journey....

im glad that ican finally declare the victory of Christ in me...=)

perseverance and resilience were tested....
it has never been easy for me to really step up to declare my faith to the world that im living in....

Blessed Xmas,people...
Blessed Xmas,'new' KaiSeng...
=)

I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.'Galatians 2:20'

Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!
'2 Corinthians 5:17'

p/s:love the Caroling moments,love Xmas 09!!=)

ReVoLuTiOn......

ispent part of my evening last night just to re-read all of the 117 posts before today...

seeing myself being transformed....
went thru so much of -ve sides than +ve periods....
seeing how much love God has poured out into my life.....
God is good,all the time.....=)

im still learning....
to love Him a little bit deeper than the day before as day goes by...
to try to surrender a little more as the clock passes by....
to attempt to read His will in my life every single day....

it's another year that im being so thankful to have Him in my life....
it's another year that ishall mark the death of my old self and being re-born through His holy spirit...
it's another year that iyearn to serve Him more....
it's another year that joy being filled up with suffering time/moments came in between it....
it's another year that iwitnessed His majestic power ruling over the place where istay...
it's another year that iwant to spread His news...

there isnt much work that had been completed....
and surely greater things are still to be done....
Im glad that we have new faces,new people that came to know Him....
idun count myself for any credit for it...
it's Him that deserves the glory of every single work that the student house had done,
He deserves to be praised and to be known!!

all ihope is on the day i return to the heaven and to have Him to tell me,"Good job,son"...
=)

2009 is quite a memorable year for me though....
but it definitely means nothing had not had Him in it all the time....
=D

thank You,God...=)

For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. "Phillipian 1:21"

p/s:6 more days to the day iget baptised!!=)

sOnG Of tHe wEeK..

im so glad this song is being known by so many people around me now....=)
im juz glad it was put as the background song in the farewell clip to my blonde friend-->Trent..=)

this song accompanied me went through so much problems/calamities in my life....

im sending off juz a physical flesh of a friend that is back to State soon....
it's the heart that links between one another that matters the most...=)

song of the week...



p/s:12 Days to Xmas...=)

tHiS sOnG...

this song encourages me a lot...
so true with the lyrics....

just another song that hits to the bottom of my heart to voice out my prayers/the words that iwant to say....=)

the link-->The words I'd say

The words I would say

Three in the morning,
And I'm still awake,
So I picked up a pen and a page,
And I started writing,
Just what I'd say,
If we were face to face,
I'd tell you just what you mean to me,
I'd tell you these simple truths,

Be strong in the Lord and,
Never give up hope,
You're going to do great things,
I already know,
God's got His hand on you so,
Don't live life in fear,
Forgive and forget,
But don't forget why you're here,
Take your time and pray,
These are the words I would say,

Last time we spoke,
You said you were hurting,
And I felt your pain in my heart,
I want to tell you,
That I keep on praying,
Love will find you where you are,
I know cause I've already been there,
So please hear these simple truths,

Be strong in the Lord and,
Never give up hope,
You're going to do great things,
I already know,
God's got His hand on you so,
Don't live life in fear,
Forgive and forget,
But don't forget why you're here,
Take your time and pray,
These are the words I would say,

From one simple life to another,
I will say,
Come find peace in the Father,

Be strong in the Lord and,
Never give up hope,
You're going to do great things,
I already know,
God's got His hand on you so,
Don't live life in fear,
Forgive and forget,
But don't forget why you're here,
Take your time and pray,
Thank God for each day,
His love will find a way,
These are the words I would say

and also this song i specially wanna dedicate to a friend of mine...
that istill appreciate a lot...
(probably there are some scratches made)
and this friend still means a lot to me....
=D

given another chance,
these are the words i would say....

p/s:Christmas is 16Days away!!=)

hiDdEn..

there is a part of my life...
it seems like ihurt the others again....
itried my best to avoid that....
(trust me,idid try the very best to avoid that!!!)

it seems like thing had come to a stage where ineed to make this decision....
it hurts me too...>.<
(knowing that you got to let go of something you treasure is really tough)

but,to see upon the bigger picture of life....
personally,ithink the execution move that idid....
is a wise move.....

有时候，我宁愿什么也没发生过！！
我尽力了。。。
请原谅我的懦弱！！

p/s:another week,another day to survive....

tEaChEr...

Call me teacher....
iwas a teacher for 21kids(including 2 special needs) in VBS yesterday....
it was like more than 2years since ilast taught in a kids' class!!=)
had a lot of fun...
re-learned a lot of new values,new thoughts,and new experiences too...=)

met Elaine Loh,a frend that idin see for quite a while too!!=)
had fun dealing with the special needs kids too!!
(an ADHD kid and a slow learner!!)
my class was not assigned with any staff from Malaysia Care due to the lack of staff members from them...

patience and 24hours-awareness are the key elements!!=D

too bad.....
icant make it today and tomorrow due to some reasons though...>.<
nevermind,look forward to experience more next year!!=)

song of the day-->We are the reason

p/s:cant wait for the frisbee tournament tomorrow!!=)

yEah...=)

it's month of December!!!!=)
im so glad it's December!!!=D

it's getting busier and busier in life...
research work is getting more and more interesting as the path to work on it is getting clearer!!=)

life is really packed with a lot of stuff....
but ijuz love it....
love how things are flowing in my life now...
=)

25 more days....
till the day of my life...=)

song of the week-->Embracing Accusation

p/s:iseriously think Frisbee is a good sport!!=)