passion of Christ

the movie iwatched last nite...2nd attempt after mayb 4,5 years....the impact was far greater than the 1st time...mayb idin understand wat Christianity is when i1st watching it.....

all i can said is juz:"Y?????"

iwept s the movie was playing...it made me recalled a lot of sin that ihad committed in my life no matter vf purpose or accidentally....

He paid for me...He died for me....He could choose not to in fact....but He did that....He suffered for me...for my sin....a sinless,holy son of Men paid it for me!!!!

the movie kept flashing in my mind even until now...the words, the scriptures,the love of Him to His ppl...the definition of "Kingdom".....the death of Him...and for sure, the resurrection at the end of the movie...i noe we win at the end.....

my heart is again inspired and being full-filled by how God had done for me.....iwanna equip myself...b His soldier,b His servant....shine His name for the rest of my life....b His light and salt in this mortal earth.....

"He became sin,who knew no sin~~~"-Chris tomlin

For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

"Romans 6:23"

p/s:we are saved by God's mercy,not by our merit-by Christ's dying,not by our doing.

a week on,a week off...another week is ahead,a week had gone...

week 1 in final year gone.....happy and sme sadden stuff....experienced it again...but inoe this is life....test after test...this is wat God plans for me....He juz wan me to seek for Him more...in all i do....(Pro 3:5-6)
happy part??sure it will b the 1st Bible study group that v managed to start it last thursday....im reli glad n cant wait to c the good news of Him to b spread to not juz this campus but the whole nation....life in final year is fine too....got to make it a very memorable year and vf His blessing...sure ican make it...=)
Sad part??well,it's kinda ironically that ibecame smeone's best frend yet iwas listening the sad story of the frend....im ok vf this but ifeel a bit helpless.....inoe im nvr good in comforting ppl..wat i can do is juz listen to the words...share the pain,b vf the frend when the frend needs me.....
cheer up brother....things mayb not s bad s u think...ilove a quote that was written in the water bottle that ijuz lost it:"Everytime when you feel things gonna get worse,it onli go worst!!"...
so,y not juz pray bout that??seek His will in all you do....it will b solved...for v hav such a wonderful savior!!!!!will pray for u...daily...till the issue is over....;)

p/s:everything in the world will change,but love from God remains the same....

you think u r great??YOU r NOT!!!

iwas having a super-duper free day....started vf a weird morning when power supply was cut off(idin check the main power box since im not an E&E student!!=D).....missed out the 2nd shifting session of KLBCC but my prayer did go vf them...good to hear that it's almost done!!=)...

was "you tube-ing" the 1st debate between Sen.Obama and Sen.McCain....well,icant deny that Sen.Obama is a much better public speaker....he is so polite,humble, and definitely has his own charisma....again,smething came across my mind....

when ppl are fighting for things like power,wealth,status on this temporal Earth....how shall God sees towards all these???

"The heavens declare the glory of God; The skies proclaim the work of His hands."-psalms19:1

"By the word of the LORD were the heavens made,their starry host by the breath of His mouth."-psalms33:6

"From heaven the LORD looks down and sees all mankind;from His dwelling place He watches all who live on earth. He who forms the hearts of all,who considers everything they do."-psalms 33:13-15

what can match the words of God?universe was formed by the words of Lord...He can name every single star in the universe by its name coz He made them all and put them in the place He wants to...He was,is and will b watching every single sons, and daughters of Him in the earth...He knows wat we were doing,are doing and even things that we are going to do in future.....

so,if you think you are very great,sorry...you are nothing and don't let your arrogance,egoism make you feel lost....

God,everythingYou hold in Your hand and still You make time for me I can't understand

p/s:love the relationship vf God now..ihope it last forever and ever~~~=)

19..

finally,1st Bible study group of this academic year started last nite...guess wat,19turned up n v made it a success....so blessed that everything was running in a smooth way even though it was raining juz before the gathering started....

had sme wonderful fellowship time,makan session,Bible words' teaching definitely,and for sure songs worshipping session....hhhhuuuurrraaaaayyyyyy~~~~~~im reli glad to c how God had started to work in this area and "greater things are still to be done"!!!!!

got my final year's CEL topic-Solar panel...CEL=Chemical Engineering Laboratory....well,an unexpected title that ican think of but iwill try my best to work on it....

Holy is the Lord God almighty!!

p/s:hav another week of break for Hari raya....

2nd day...

so fast...2days gone in my final year....=).....back into school yesterday...though im still not reli get used vf the pace set by lecturers....tried so hard to understand everything....nothing much to talk bout study but the interesting part will be....

Bible study group is back~~~~~~hurrrraaaaaayyyyyyy......gonna hav the 1st gathering for this academic year in coming thursday....gonna hav a party....hahahahaha~~~~im so ready to witness how God is going to do vf this place....it's all bout Him....im juz so blessed n definitely enjoyed the preparation of all this...icant wait to c how my campus will b shaken by the love of God.....

one more good news,the ministry of getting an on-campus church service is on the right path i should say that....green light is not far away but iwill keep praying bout that....plz pray for me and my team so that all obstacles that v may face will b solved....for He is so good and He is so wonderful....=)


Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth. "1 john 3:18"


whenever our hearts condemn us. For God is greater than our hearts, and he knows everything. "1 john 3:20"








p/s:enjoy every single grace and love of God....

another start...

it's another new start for me...after 4months n 5days of break....im ready to back to school tomolo!!!juz ended another nice Sunday service....another powerful testimonial.....persevere n endurance are the values that ineed to learn from the pastor...met the new 3guys that will b ready to go to war vf me in extending the kingdom of God in semenyih....cool.....=)



im again experiencing the love of God thru a lot of things in my life...smetimes,ppl around me juz cant feel wat im experiencing...it makes things become difficult....but idun mind,it's juz the love of Him n me...it's onli for me...iduno how others will look at me or rate me or even critisize me..iwill juz keep on...keep the flare of God in me....iwanna be equipped....iwanna b ready....

enjoy every single day under His love and grace regardless change in season.....
iwas blind but now isee....
thnx for the wonderful crucifixion,Lord.....





p/s:look forward to coming thursday's 1st Bible study gathering....

One last call....

had a real crazy day today.....woke up at 620am(supposed to b 6am...)rushed to Bukit Segar,cheras to play basketball vf WinGs bro n sis....another wonderful fellowship.....(im kinda a good player so called??;P)

left at 9am to KLBCC....promised TO2UGH bro n sis to help them to shift things to new church...praise Lord....it's so nice to c the new home of God....hope smeday ican visit back....=).....worked for bout 3hours(iworked very hard la!!!;j).....n ya,it's Jon's birthday today....had sme nice conversation vf him n the rest oso.....hahahahaha~~~~(but memang banyak habuk la....!!!)

managed to come back home by 1pm....then went to Kjg to fetch a hozmate sambil makan lunch(Happy-Happy visit!!) n guess wat....straight go to LCCT to fetch the other frend...(my summer's SAGA owner).....

juz reached home---time?it's 530pm n gosh....from 620am-530pm???how bout that???hahahahahaha~~~~~

gonna meet up vf a frend later for dinner s she was juz back from USA....my summer finally is over and ireli love the summer of 08....coz....this is the summer that had the most impact in my life....iwas lost but am found!!!=)

im glad ihav this 08summer coz im now hav Him in me n i will nvr leave Him behind n iwanna make Him known for the rest of my life....it will nvr be the same anymore....

finally,summer is over and autumn is approaching....
time to go back school n fight for my degree....
summer08=new birth of a guy named-KaiSeng.....

im back~~~~

phew.....so fast....Kuching trip was over....it was such an unexpected trip when imet with the people ihav nvr thought of i will meet with....gonna split it into 3parts i think....blog by days will b the best for me to review n re-chew this nice yet "memorable" trip......

this is the best pic i can use to conclude my 1st day(how bout 6am in LCCT??=.=')...it's the 2nd flight in 2008 n my 1st ever flight vfout my family....praise God that icould again witness how great is His work in borneo this island....1st day,idin hav too much to talk bout coz it's juz a Kuching town jalan-jalan....managed to go to all cat statue....n those so called tourist hot spots.....hahahahaha~~~~we were actually preparing for the next day's trip-Bako national park which iwill share it in the next entry....

nite time was kinda bored coz kuching doesnt hav too much entertainments when the day turns dark....n iwas quite surprised by the price of food over there....it's juz matchable to kl....n guess wat,the general salary there is juz so low(rm 600-rm700) n ireli wonder how can they actually survive vf it!!!!

p/s:kuching=city of cats,bored,old,very "english" town.....

haha~~

Because im too free...and quite excited over my trip to kuching which will fall on tomolo...i re-read all my blog entries on my frendster....it's for the period of jan07-oct07....
the more i read,the more i realised iwas so stupid n stupid...cant think of other words to express my "stupid-ness".....out of all stupid entries,the following 2 are the very much better stuff....n i do miss my basketball life....too bad,similar time wont repeat twice!!!!
Praise God that im no more the old me but im living under His grace n love....;P

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Basketball tournament:(July 07)
having a nice weekend last week….had a nice match in kota tinggi…took part in another new tournament….even though v played segamat where they hav 6 or 7 national players in it….v did play hard even though lose is the onli result that v expected…i played hard…the feeling of losing is not that bad…i enjoyed it….even though v reli were out-paced by them…lolz~~~~having a nice memory….lol!!!!jia you~~~having the 2nd game this Saturday!!!!chance to win mayb slim but i will try my best!!
statistic:
player’s name:koh kai seng
player number: 12
minutes playing: 20+minutes
2pts line:3/4
3pts line:1/3
points scored:9pts
assists:few
steal:0
block:1(i blocked national starting Center!!)
rebounds:few
feeling: smething u cant buy it vf money or any other thing….a life time memories i will say….lol!!

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story of love:(sept 07)
"Life is like a series of pulls back and forth.You want to do something,but you are bound to something else.Something hurts you,yet you know it shouldnt.You take certain thing for granted,even you know you shouldnt take anything for granted."
A tension of opposites is like,a pull on the rubber band.I guess most of us live somewhere in the middle.
And always,love will win it.Love always win in such a match!!
some view and feeling i have after reading a book….nice??

wow~~~

Listening:God of the city!!

Iwas again on9 since evening last nite after an unexpected midvallley trip....by the way,good food,good gathering,n of coz good bowling games......;P

the 2nd part of the day was an even more stunning thing....iwas "you tube-ing" to view sme clips....n this stunned me for a very long time....."How great is our God tour"....trust me...u got to finish the total of 5clips....then u shall c how unique is everyone of us.....iwas like speechless for few hours...."wow~~~~~~"

b4 you reli enjoy the show,ishall give u sme highlights over it.....here it goes:

If you watched Indescribable tour before...this shouldnt b too special for you i bet....

this is the famous "X" Structure at Core of Whirlpool Galaxy.It’s about 23 million light years away from Earth.

ok,inoe im not a biology student....but,ido know what a protein is meant....In the human body, we are all made of Trillions and Trillions of cells that compromise our body and all it's intricate parts. What holds this vast body of ours together?

answer:"Laminin"

Laminin is some kind of protein that acts as the glue that holds all of our trillions of cells together...interesting part is here: Dun u think it's so special that the shape of laminin is juz like the shape of Cross that JC died for u n me??it's not a co-incident or by luck for the shape to b so coz God had actually planned all this....whether you r Christian or not,you are being held,lifted up,bonded by and with God....dun try to deny this fact unless you can prove that your body doesnt contain of this type of protein....

p/s:get used vf blogspot finally......

Remember....

ihad quite an emotional morning....iwas reading news n was watching sme ceremonies thru Internet....it's all bout 911 that happened 7years back....gosh...it marked 7years anniversary since the disaster....my mind still have a very fresh pic over wat had happened(screams,tears,desperate faces)T.T....tears were dropped s iread n saw the pic....2974souls were sacrificed for the purpose of "Jihad"!!!!

idun believe there is any religion(s) in the world actually will require such sacrificing juz to "glorify" the name of God...if God loved/loves you,He will care about u but not ask u to hurt urself....

the world is in chaos as it's written in the Bible....Jesus is returning soon....as for Christians like us,we got to armor ourselves....alwaz ready n eagerly waiting for the return of our Lord.....



In Him,we unite....




p/s:3days to Kuching....10days to new sem!!!!

Help...

Iwas surfing Internet for the whole morning and iwas a bit surprise to read smething....
check this:whyIamnotachristian
im kinda sad to read all the comments on how can others resist the love of God....they juz reject vf some "solid" reasons which i think it's ridiculous.....well,what i can do will b only to pray for these people....s Christians,v muz b able to accept the critics from others(even it may b very extreme n bad!!)....n preserve our standing....

love this today:
"How great You are, O Sovereign LORD! There is no one like You, and there is no God but You, as we have heard with our own ears." <2sa7:22>


p/s:4days away from Kuching trip!!=)

farewell...

had a day that's kinda busy...


went to Balakong for movie~~~~(probably the final movie in the summer??)


out of my expectation,the movie was not bad...








had a nice dinner vf sme frends that are leaving to UK in another 5 days time....


it was cool....
v had so much chit-chatting time and for sure i will miss u guys...

thnx for all the time v spent together!!Tse kai and Karyong....=)



time reli flies....(summer is ending!!!!T.T)
irealised,things in the world do change...
but onli the mighty awesome God...
He remains unchanged....
the love Ireceive day by day....it's the same....=)
as for me,i juz need to seek for His will in all i do.....
the relationship vf with Him is getting deeper n deeper....
iwanna b the salt n the light in the world....=)



p/s:It will never be the same!!

3 in 1

since this is the 1st ever blog entries in the
site...


im going to split it to 3parts,here it
goes.....


it will b a bit long but i will try to shorthen
it!!


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A NEW ME



well,1st of all....


iadmit that i dun speak good english,i dun write
good english....


igrew up in a typical chinese
family....


english is my 2nd language i guess....(my malay
is so poor now!!;P)


so,iwill try my best to improve my eng
level....(lousy reason!!;P)

the reason that i decided to get a blogspot is:

iwas reading Scripture few days back....

ithink it's time for me to draw a clear line vf my past...

smething that i had left it behind n it's time to start smething new n nice...

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HOME SWEET HOME



it has been 2 weeks since i last posted a
blog....


iwent home in fact...."internet-less" for the
passed 2 weeks....>.<


but, i had so much fun n of coz makan nice
food....


taiwan food,nato sushi(my
goodness..i love it so much!!!).....n definitely,my mum's
cooking....


smemore,it's fasting season now for
muslim...


it means i hav even more option to buy sme
kuih-kuih from a ramahdan market where it is juz 2minutes walk from my
hoz!!!!=)


played my 1st ever basketball match in the
summer...not bad~~skill remains but stamina...=(


(supposed to play it last month but it was
cancelled coz smeone forgot to bring her basketball!!XD)


im back into jungle
today.....=)




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DOUBT?


a question is in my mind these
days.....


"is downloading things(songs,images,software) from internet
smething sinful?"


The Bible said "You shall not
steal"......


when i download things from internet even it's
juz the lyrics of sme worshiping songs....


im in dilemma....


isteal ppl's
effort....


at least the copyright,royalty????


iduno....this question is in my head for
sme days....


i reli need to figure out watz the real
truth is!!!!

I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.

p/s:the site is still under construction!!