Tuesday, April 28, 2009

a weEk...

the past week was another week that i received and witnessed too much,overwhelming grace,love and care....
finally,sister got married and my heart was boosted even more when there was >45ppl turned up for the bbq session!!!
=)
iduno how many of them got the message we wanted to bring out but ido believe that...
we do the seeding part....
the rest,ileave it to Christ....
it's another week that im looking forward to....
April finally comes to the end and May is juz around the corner!!
=)
Exam is 14days away....
pray for me or cheer up for me!!=)
an old song that makes my evening today happy-->街角的祝福


gonna live everyday with thankful heart...

p/s:4modules to study!!=)

Friday, April 24, 2009

jOy...

there is a voice shouting silently from the deepest of my heart,
"Congrats,KaiSeng..You have completed your undergrad studies..."

this is the day that im saying good-bye to my student life,my course mates.....
and of course it is also leading to a new chapter of my life....

it also means that,ihave a new chance,new direction to serve the Mighty One....


the end of undergrad= the start of postgrad!!

p/s:im leaving to Melacca....=)

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

ThIs iS tHe TimE...

it's tuesday today....
im done with every single piece of work that ineed to pass up other than the "long-enough-due" energy management coursework....
(the due of it is 31st of May 2009)
iwas doing my presentation yesterday with our very own idea of a new product of chemical design...
and here it goes....
im surely loving the design work of us(4 of us)....
simple,innovative,creative,n of course...LAME!!!
XD

the Portable Sauna-boX of love (SX-6)



April is a month of up and down....
but,it is still so much better than what i expected....
ido acknowledge that there were so many moments of disappointment,depression,discouragement...
somehow,so much of grace,mercy,love,laughter were still experienced....=)

im such a blessed guy....
song of the week-->ioffer my life to You



ipay my tribute to my sister in Christ-Ahsley that is in heaven now!!

p/s:3days away to the end of undergraduate studies!!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

ThAnKs...

this is a week that ihave a lot of things that worth to feel thankful for...
im glad idid manage to complete my Final Year Project (FYP) on time...
im thankful that ijuz got my Project Management (PM) presentation work done...
im thankful that my PhD seat is confirmed!!
im juz smeone that has small heart,but having quite some big dreams....
but all are nothing when Christ is not at the center of it!!

"Lord, I offer my life to You
Everything I've been through
Use it for Your glory
Lord I offer my days to You
Lifting my praise to You
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer You my life.."

this lyrics juz pumped my heart as i sang it juz now!!


Thanks for all the undeserved love,Jesus...

p/s:im graduating....=)

Monday, April 13, 2009

SHOUT~~~~~~

just wanna say:
"I HAD COMPLETED MY PROJECT!!!!!"

sudah HABIS sudah HABIS sudah HABIS sudah HABIS sudah HABIS sudah HABIS sudah HABIS sudah HABIS sudah HABIS sudah HABIS sudah HABIS sudah HABIS sudah HABIS sudah HABIS sudah HABIS sudah HABIS sudah HABIS sudah HABIS sudah HABIS sudah HABIS

completed completed completed completed completed completed completed completed completed completed completed completed completed completed completed completed completed completed completed completed completed completed completed completed completed

完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了 完成了


shout loud and say,"I finished my FYP work already!!!!"

p/s:all the praises to the One that guided me all the way!!=)

Sunday, April 12, 2009

:)

juz wanna add in one more tiny,small part to my wonderful Easter 09 experience....
the fasting period of 14days experience was great....
(fast for a meal a day!!)
icant believe imade it....=)
imanaged to spend so much more extra time in praying,reading scriptures....
a true feeling will b:

"the PHYSICAL desire can NEVER match the SPIRITUAL hunger towards the holy One!!"

all the credit to the One in heaven....:)

"Let my words be few;
Jesus, Iam so in love with You!!"

the verses that give me strength all this while:

Isaiah 58<---->Matthew 6:16-18


I honestly come before the living God!!

p/s:3 more days to FYP due!!:)

i CaN wAlK ThRoUGh tHe RaiN....

ijuz came back from church....=)
it was another "emotional" weekend....
(up and down,ifelt it all!!)
left to church on friday because i was involving in church choir team by chance!!
it was raining so heavily as i left home...
reached church in a half-wet shirt(ichanged to a back-up shirt)...
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Saturday was crazy,played my 1st basketball game in 2,3months time vf the youths...
by "chance" again,iwas involving in one of the stations of the church Easter event....
preparation works took almost the whole afternoon of mine....=)
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best moment fell on today....
was in choir performance again....
the heart was upheld when the lyrics of "He is alive~~~~" was sung!!!
the tears dropped when the song "Worthy is the lamb" was played!!!
thinking of how Christ was being rejected,despised,humiliated...
yet He loves me so much,He makes me live again....
icouldnt help but juz weeping....
He is so good....
He is juz indescribable....
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it was raining again when iwas on my way back home juz now....
walking in the mild-level of rain from the bus stop to my hoz (about 20meters)....
suddenly,the scenes of the movie -"Passion of Christ" came across my mind...
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How did Jesus feel when He was on His way to the mount of Calvary??
Whatz in His mind??
How could He receive all the sufferings and sacrifice juz for a sinner like me???
Iwas once again surrendering myself before Him....
for He has done smething awesomely good to me....
even before iwas born.....

Thank You for the cross,Christ....=)


worthy is the Lamb...

p/s:The rain cant stop my passion towards Christ...

Friday, April 10, 2009

Good Friday...

today is a day to remember....
waking up with fresh mind,my heart felt so heavy once again....
was trying to recall every single things that happened at about 2thousand years ago....
scenes at the mount of olive,then garden of Gethsemane....then the rest of the story....
ifeel so heavy....
and icant understand.....
and this verse comes across my mind:

But He was pierced for our transgressions,
He was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was upon Him,
and by His wounds we are healed.

knowing Jesus doesnt change your life until you fully bow and surrender before Him...
in so many occasions,even Christians will take things for granted...
hopefully this Good friday and Easter will give everyone a new experience,a different impact on how Christ had done in our life...
Thank You, Jesus..=)

I will rise on eagle's wings;before my God falls on my knee

p/s:Christ has die and Christ is risen,and Christ will come again!!

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

So...

if you realise,it's almost reaching mid-April d!!!
so fast...
probably it doesnt mean anything to any of you that follows my story....
for me, it simply means---
FYP IS COMING TO AN END sooooooon!!!!
finally.... XD
juz recalled the whole period of time that iworked on it(my FYP)....
and the conclusion is??

"Im not for process engineer!!"...=)

n im glad that imake up my mind by doing my PhD from july onwards?....
juz received a mail from future supervisor that made me so excited towards my future studies....

check this out-->Ion engine

knowing what you want in life and aim towards it!!

p/s:Good friday is 3 days away!!

Sunday, April 5, 2009

pOsT SuNdaY...

wow...
time flies...
it's another Sunday....
juz came back from church after another awesome morning where ijoined the breakfast prayer meeting for the 1st time...
(iwas in the same group vf pastor and Tim in the small group praying session!!:j)
was in choir performance too!!
(ithink we really did a great job!!)


my college was having the yearly prom night yesterday....
a lot of my friends,coursemates,housemates went....
smehow,a very weird thought juz came across my mind....
how many of them did actually enjoy the show??
how many of them reali feel the joy and the peace that are real,touchable and nvrending??
(or shall iask,whatz the purpose of having such event?)

im glad imade the decision for not going to the annual dinner coz ihad a so much better,joyful and awesome weekend than ican imagine....=)
it happens all becoz of Christ....=)




focus on whatz the most important thing in life!!

p/s:FYP comes to the end finally!!=)

Thursday, April 2, 2009

It iS JuZ iRreSisTiBle

something that turns my warm evening into something so beautiful...
so wonderful....=)

Sentuh Hatiku

Betapa Kumencintai
Segala Yang T'lah Terjadi
Tak Pernah Sendiri Jalani Hidup Ini
Selalu Menyertai

Betapa Kumenyadari
Di Dalam Hidupku Ini
Kau Slalu Memberi Rancangan Terbaik Oleh Karena Kasih

Chorus:
Bapa, Sentuh Hatiku, Ubah Hidupku
Menjadi Yang Baru
Bagai Emas Yang Murni
Kau Membentuk Bejana Hatiku
Bapa, Ajarku Mengerti Sebuah Kasih
Yang Selalu Memberi
Bagai Air Mengalir
Yang Tiada Pernah Berhenti

so amazing,so pretty,so meaningful....
check the song from this link-->Sentuh Hatiku



im so in love with Christ...=)

p/s:im feeling joyful!!=)

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

1st Day 0f ApRiL...

just a quick update before istart the dumbo life of April!!
ibegin to realise something these days....
iused to claim how much i LOVE Coffeee...
how much ineed it to start my day....
how coffee can make my day brighter or happier....

somehow,irealise....
there is alwaz something far more powerful and much better than what coffee can bring me...
=)
in Christ alone,ifind my peace and strength...=)

it doesnt mean that idun like coffee anymore,im still loving it...
afterall, coffee is good, but it ain’t that good....



"Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak."

p/s:happy April fool??=.=''