difFeRenT?

for some reasons,this is a month that ihave a lot of weird thinking that came across my mind....
sorry to bother you to read this really boring and meaningless post?

irealised,there is a difference between words "need","want","hope" and maybe "yearn"!!!

the word "yearn" is closer to "need" but somehow it gives a stronger feeling of wanting.....
"need" is smething we r ought to do so in order to get the next objective.....

"want" is something reli....thru our own desire?
something that may not be "needed" yet we want it due to our own desire??

"hope" is something good and bad?
im talking about the "realistic" hope but not the day-dreaming hope!!!
from good side point of view,it gives u some goals to work on it!!!it gives u motivations.....
from bad side point of view,it may divert your focus from some main objectives that you are supposed to do!!!
a lot of time,we tend to lost track from whatz the proper things that we need to do and we are always "blinded" by the fake hope!!!

so,for examples,
i "YEARN" for Jesus...
i "NEED" the words of Christ to quench my spiritual thirst..
i "WANT" to know the truth of some questions of my heart!!
i "HOPE" for someone who really cherish me?

ihave no idea why iwill come out with the above definitions and im sure that some of the words are not correct according to some dictionary definitions.....=)

im not superior....
im nvr good enough....

that's the reason that,
ialwaz yearn for the truth of Living Christ....
iknow i need Him....
iknow what i want will b given by Him according to His plan....
and surely iknow He will fulfill my hope!!!
=)

If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will He not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them.'Matthew 6:30-32'

p/s:ijust realised that im very selfish!!@_@