Best gift of 08

Just a post dedicate to the King of Kings...
my biggest gift of 2008=


I FOUND BACK JESUS IN MY LIFE!!:)

Jesus paid it all,all to Him iowe..

p/s:A new year that icant celebrate with family members!!

When??

When can I free myself from the EQUATIONS??@_@

It's very horrible to not just understand but to by-hard those equations....>.<

ineed a lot of coffee and PRAYERS....

I have studied more than 50 different math equations for the past few days!!>.<

p/s:Happy new year in advance!!

last Saturday of 08....

it's the final Saturday for 2008....
iwas s expected to study for whole morning....
(it din end up well!!>.<)
went for a discussion after lunch...=)
(nice one!!)
was thinking of my past 2008....
too much up n down....
too much dramatic scenarios happened right in front of me....
again,icant recall...
idun wish recalling it too....
forgetting what is behind & straining towards what is ahead...=)
there were definitely good things that were experienced by me...=P
ihad highlighted too many times in my previous posts so iwont repeat it this time...=D
in short,awesome 2008...=P

what a shocking news--->Planetshakers' hidden story!

today had almost 0 input for study!!@_@

p/s:im 14weeks away from graduating!!

Sorry...

idin really feel good these days....
it's my problem iguess....
still,ido quite a num of "wrong" things ishall say...
im learning everyday...
trust me.....
im reli wan to learn more....
in the walk with God....
im sorry,if imake anyone of u feel bad all this while....
iapologise...
im not posting this to any particular of u...
juz realised....
ihav rooms of improvement....
quite a big one!!
iwill keep on improving....;)
keep cheering for me and do pray for me....=)


p/s:14days away to 1st paper!!

H.O.P.E

it's Christmas...

iwill make it a short one...

juz back from church....=)

had a wonderful Xmas serivce juz now....

hope is the theme for this Christmas....

n suddenly,ithought of this:

HOPE is:

He(Jesus of coz)

Offers

Pathway to

Eternity

very often,v fall down...in the walk vf JC....

v alwaz feel disappointment....even between husband and wife,bf n gf, or among church friends....

the "incompleteness" of human being juz shows that v r not perfectly made....

but,there is only 1 that never fails....

He is my boss-JC....=)

im a blessed guy....

do u manage to find the hope of ur life??

p/s:thnx for all the caring messages,everyone...=)

Xmas eve...

it's Christmas eve today....

iwas studying whole nite long last nite....

im ready for later's caroling session as im leaving to stay overnight at friend's place....

life remains tense since exam is getting closer and closer...

had a nice start of the morning when i received a mail from uncle Tome...

glad to know they r back home safe...=)

gonna miss them a lot...@_@

ya,received my 2nd Christmas gift of 2008 yesterday too...

by uncle Rodney-a nice CD...=P

introduce my favourite hymn of Christmas-->O Come All Ye Faithful

about 2008years ago,HiStory of human mankind for the 1st time had "HOPE" coz A Saviour was born...=)

p/s:Merry Christmas in advance....=P

WhY wE nEeD JeSuS??

this question flipped through my mind as itravelled back to my hometown last thursday....

here are some people that imanaged to observe last week:

• she is maybe one of the most popular girls in my university....im not close with her at all..accidently read her blog and realised the EMPTINESS of her inner-heart...


• he is one of the most hardworking guys in my class....he studies hard,has "goal of life",very realistic...but he juz seems to b "motiveless" in lot of aspect of life...


• she is one of the top students in my class...she is smart,she is good....but she juz keeps complaining about her life...the "incompleteness" of both her study life as well as relationship life..


• he is a very lucky guy...he has a nice family,smart in his study...has a nice gf....but smehow,the emotional behaviour is his main weakness probably...he seems to struggle in lot of part of his life...did i mention that he is my best friend in my university?


• she is a very simple girl...very hardworking girl...very sweet,good to be with...as in friend...she juz on9 when im posting this blog...again,in part of her life,she juz seems to struggle..."y dun face the real truth when u noe things are quite impossible to deal with?"


• she is my hozmate...she is kinda blur in her face all the while...being lame is her basic description...she is nice,but juz seems to fail to deal with one side of her hidden,untold life...."y nvr b brave to face the real truth?"


• he is another smart guy,very smart though....personally,ithink he needs to build up his personality and his bravery...he seems to b lost a bit in his life ithink....


• she was once my best friend....she alwaz feel stress....mayb she still give herself too high expectation,she seems to hav struggled in lot of part of her life....how does "what iwan for my life?" sounds like when u get to see this in her msn personnel message?

the above people are those imanaged to observe in their life....for what they lack of,is a purpose driven in their life....they are either being blinded,or being refused to recognise the existance of JC...

im glad that im a bit different from them...mayb im still struggling in my life though...but ihave HOPE....eventhough inoe that im incomplete....inoe ihave a lot of weaknesses too....but it's ok,for His power is perfectly made in my weakness...

ilove Jesus....=)

nice song to intro--->Mystery

We love,because He loves us first!!

p/s:Christmas is 3days away...=)

when??

when was the last time idrop my tears for smeone??

when was the last time ilaugh for few minutes long?

when was the last time icant sleep coz of smething??

when was the last time icnat sleep coz imiss smeone??

when was the last time itry so hard to stay in msn juz to wait for smeone??

when was the last time ido crazy things for smeone??

when was the last time iwant to noe more bout smeone??

when??

icouldnt remember all that....

n idun wan to admit it....

ijuz cant remember....

all ican recall will b...

"that night,Jesus came down from heaven and entered my life..."

p/s:going back hometown today!!=D

week 12th!!

im reli very busy!!!!
but iwonder how n y im still here to update my blog....
ihav 2 projects due which one falls on tomorrow and one is on friday....
ijuz completed the work for part of mine....
(iwork for 1.5++persons' workload thanks to my "nice" final year project mate....@_@)
one more project that left to be polished....
definitely...frustration period,emotional time were in it (for the passed 12 weeks)...
and,i know i cant complete all these work with just myself...
this verse is my source of strength for quite a while:
"With this man is impossible, but with God all things are possible." 'Matthew 19:26'

faith, hope and love....

p/s: going home on Thursday...=)

Purpose driven life...

it's kinda unusual for me to blog(2 days in a row) at this time of my life when everyone(particularly my uni frends) is busy over their coursework,Final year project,doing some shopping for Christmas or some other things....

icant imagine it's December n Christmas is juz 2weeks away....
wow~~~
so fast,another 365days pass by...
ican still recalling last year's Christmas when ijoined my hometown's church for the whole Christmas celebration....=)
what will it b like for this year??
cant wait for it to come actually...=P

next week will b the final week of this semester....
ihave 2big projects due...@_@
will lead in songs worshipping for final Bible study group meet up next wednesday...=)
jia you cactus...

good song to introduce---->Never let go

The book that teman me for 40spiritual days...it has not been easy for the journey...but im glad imade it!!=)

p/s:bought a new 4GB pendrive for rm27.90 last nite!!

thank you...

had a nice,sweet definitely awesome Bible study group meeting last nite...

it was so special coz it was the final time for both uncle Tome n aunty Frances to b there...

Of course,v will miss them as they r leaving back to State next Sunday....

Personally,ireally cant bear to let them leave....@_@

the "friendship" that build up for the passed 1year...

igrew up and still growing up from smeone that has "little faith" to the KaiSeng today...

(still having small heart...but definitely having a much bigger faith than 1year ago!!:P)

Uncle n Aunty surely having the biggest credit in helping me all the way long.....

I reli thank JC for sending this couple in part of the road of my life....

Was reading the Scripture last nite...

found 2verses that made me thought of uncle and aunty(the great workers of JC)....

here it goes:

Then He said to His disciple, "The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest,therefore,to send out workers in His harvest field." 'Matthew 9:36-37'

the verses juz summarise the life of both uncle and aunty for the passed 30+years...

a wonderful song to intro yet again----->Thank you

the picture that ilike a lot...=)

p/s:look forward to summer meet up....=)

probably...

it's another new week....
week 11th in this speedy semester....
it will b an emotional week for sure....
smeone that had,still hav n will b having great great impact towards my Christian life is leaving..
sorry,"they" r leaving in 2weeks time.....
it will b one last chance where iwill b learning Bible knowledge from my good Bible teachers,uncle Tome n aunty Frances....
but,life has to move on.....
iwill hav further update on this session in my next post....

a very interesting question was asked by 4 different persons since last week....
same question was asked...
"Kai Seng, y u dun hav a GF?"
"Anyone comes across ur eyes recently?"

idun mean to highlight this ques in fact...
(does this mean everyone think that im desperate?hahaha~~)
or it's juz co-incident??
ihav no idea....=P
probably,this is still the most fragile part of my inner-self....
idun dare to make any further move even ihav sme kind of good feeling towards smeone...
im juz a coward....@_@
besides,ihav no time??
Bible study group issue,FYP,studies are filling up my time...
icant imagine how life would b if there is a word of "GF" added in between those tasks!!
n inoe i can fully rely on my boss-JC...
for He will provide me the needs when time is there....
s my old concept...
im not aiming for more,but juz one 100% nice,sweet gal will do..=)

finally, calculation of my final year project is done...
juz a little bit more of polishing part is needed....
it's time to prepare myself for exam...
go Cactus...=)

nice song to intro--->Voice of truth

love this verse today:
"Do not withhold Your mercy from me,O LORD;
may Your love and Your truth always protect me." 'Psalm 40:11'

focus on more vital things in life...

p/s:idin see sun shine for 4 days!!

friendship...

it's another friday....
life remains super duper and watever busy.....(thnx to FYP!!>.<)
smehow,iwitnessed a lot of "personal-emotional" issues recently....
friendship,relationship....
it juz makes me feel so sad,for icant help much in those situations....@_@
it also makes me think of iwas in fact once one of those that struggled these earthly problems....
but,im glad...coz imet the savior of my life...=P
The Scripture requests us to love our friends(aka-brothers!)...(1 John 4:20-21)
The Bible asks us to forgive our brothers too.....(Matthew 18:21-22)
ihope things will run well soon...=)

accidently found this pic in google...love the wording part of the pic~~;)

p/s:Happy birthday to someone that has quite a deep impact to my Christian life!!=)

wait for me~~

so fast,another week passed....

went home last week n for sure ihad nice time there....

nice food,slower-tempo living style,new car(hoho~~),nice gathering vf sis n parents....=P

so many things seemed to happen this week....

was moodless for sports on monday..(imagine 0goals,0assists in 2hours of futsal!!@_@)

completed my long-delayed book(where is the discipline of 1book per month!!;P)

60%completed for all projects load for this sem....

it's DEcember again....

the last month of 2008....

it's an awesome year of coz....=P

good song to intro again-->消失

quote of the book:

"In the world around us. Merely be attentive to what happens in your life, and you will discover where,every moment of the day,He hides His words and His will.Seek to do as He asks:this alone is the reason you are in the world!"

p/s:officially 14weeks from graduating!!>.<