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time passed like a wink of my eyebrows.....

so fast,the month of June is approaching to the end of it!!!

this is the month that iwas so so busy!!!!

but the least update towards this blogspot.....

well,ihad an up n down month......

there was fun time(Bali trip....drove to Spore for the 1st time!!)

there was down time(Witnessed mum suffering from the the Cancer disease,spiritual dry-up...)

there was busy time(driver,cleaner,cook,n etc etc....)

there was sharing time(hmm,irealise im actually quite a good listener!!=D)

there was time to slow down(condensed all the past memories....recalling all the good/bad acts!!)

there was time to find back some passion(Basketball....=P)

iwas seeing something last week....

ido not how to name it in English....

(iknow it's called-纪念册 in mandarin....)

(tell me if you know it!!)

hmm,it's a nice small handbook(mine is quite large one though!!=P) where you pass to all ur frends when u were in form 5....

they will sort of leave their way of contacts,their words to u n etc etc....

iwas reading mine one afternoon....

recalling how silly we were once....

those "dreams" that were nvr achieved....

those "promises" that we wanted to keep....

those "fun time" we used to enjoy together....

somehow,ijuz think iactually am not the same guy anymore.....

we were all young and did look alike once when the sun is still up high.....

we are different since then because Christ has entered my heart some day ago!!

and im glad,ihav Christ.....

in so many circumstances,im juz so so blessed to have Him that is alwaz being so so faithful to me.....

ido not know how to use bombastic words to praise Him....

but my heart,the faith level towards the Holy One.....

im sure He knows it well....

=)

tomorrow shall mark the new chapter of my life....

p/s:im a 2nd-upper grade student in the end....=)

=)

ilove the life in Mersing....
wake up at 7-8am in the morning....
(with sme private time with Christ of course...)
(no need to worry bout college studies,workload anymore....)
having breakfast with mum.....
(oh,ijuz love the breakfast in Mersing!!=D)
do some work(basically,go to market to buy sme fresh vege,doing laundry n etc...)
watch series(iwonder y iwill watch these soap series!!>.<)
lunch cooking....
(learn from mum,she alwaz tease me to cook for my future gf!!hahahahaha~~)
chil for 1,2hours+series again!!@_@
BASKETBALL time....
(smehow,icant imagine ican still play sme basketball games after months of not playing it!!=P)
dinner+sme news update=call it a day....
(the routine starts for another day!!)

smehow,ilove the lifestyle that im having now.....
it's not stressful but it is not smething nice when u r in this kind of lifestyle for too long....
it sme how will de-moralise ur goal in life.....
im glad july is coming....
coz it means im about to start the new chapter of my life....
see u soon,kl~~
=D

p/s:im glad mum is feeling better now!!=)

BaLi....

ijuz came back from Bali.....

with a lot of gratitude......

with a lot of love....

with the heart of yearning more towards Jesus....
witnessing how much Jesus is needed in the place that is well known for the Hindi culture....

the heart juz feel glad coz im saved!!!!

for sure,a lot fo fun too....

a lot of awesome things were experienced....

water rafting,snorkeling ....

shopping,lepaking....

makaning....

enjoyed the feeling of being a "millionaire" that spent like a small king....=P

everything was cool.....

skin was burnt a bit.....

a lot of small,big things....

juz too much to express thru words.....

anyhow,

it's over and it's time to resume the challenging life.....

gonna travel a lot in the next coming 2weeks and all ineed is to remain positive....

for everyting that is ahead of me....

inoe ican do great things....

thru the God who gives me strength.....

stay focus when the world caves in...

p/s:leaving home tomolo!!=)

Be StiLl...

idun update for a while d....
too may things happened....
ijuz ended my degree studies....
had been travelling a lot recently.....
managed to witness a lot of incidents that made me feel so blessed that ihav Christ with me....
received my post graduate contract yesterday.....
student hoz issue is progressing....
im glad things go well....=)

well,bad things do happen.....
hmm,
ijuz received a real bad news....
my mum who had her surgery 2weeks back....
was told that her cancer is in 3rd phase....
(a 50-50 chance to survive!!)
she has to undergo chemotherapy soon....
iwas at home for the past few days...
seeing her to suffer both physically and mentally juz made me felt so bad....>.<
ifelt so helpless....
so iprayed....
and this verse juz flipped thru my mind....

"Be still, and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations,
I will be exalted in the earth." 'Psalms 46:10'

it somehow juz comforted the heart of me that was in chaos....

so im asking everyone of u,who is reading this....
please pray for my mum....
for the next coming 5months,she will undergo a series of chemotherapy.....
for all the possible both physical n mentally tortures/suffering that she may face....
plz,im inviting u to pray for her....
that God may b vf her to face all this......
im earnestly to ask everyone of u,plz pray for her health.....

song of the day-->Still

p/s:leaving to bali island for a week holidays soon!!=)

so...

so,that's it!!!!
the end of a student life today???
finally ended my one last sunday service as a student in church today!!!!!
iwill b away from kl for most of the june time!!!!
coming back on july....
post grad studies will kick off by then....
student hoz gonna start at around same time oso!!
=)

there was a moment that flip thru my mind as i travelled back to semenyih via train juz now....recalling of the 3years student life...
so much incidents happened......
so many times,iwas loved/blessed/forgiven for the blessingss that idin deserve AT ALL...
for His son's blood shed....
it's just so amazing.....=)

it's going to be a whole new chapter of life....
plz pray for me,for iwill b serving the most Awesome One in a way that fits Him but not based on what iwant to.....=)

p/s:im a real blessed guy!!!!!=D

wow~~~~

awesome day!!!!!!

something happened today that is juz wonderful.....

the old me,mayb will be in a weirdo situation,sad or watever feeling....
ijuz feel so GOOD now!!!!!

hahahahaha.....

in short,ijuz had a close walk with Christ again!!!!

which makes me feel so so so awesome.....=P

things on the earth may grow strangely dim,

juz simply trust in Jesus.....

there was this song that we sang in church choir that juz pop out from my mind,

"you can have all this world

just give me Jesus~~~~"

it's so true yet so nice.....

there is flaw in everything on the earth....

it's through the imperfectness of all these things,Christ shows His holiness to us.....

=)

n im just glad,inoe Jesus!!=)

psalms of the day--->a song of ascents

for all things, Christ led....

p/s:Jesus is gorgeous...=D

whEn iT iS unAvOidAblE...

things have been running to a pretty interesting stage.....
ihav been in a dilemma recently....
so many things have contributed to this issue.....
iwow to make a change yet i do not.....
a lot of time,ido not know.....
or i shall say,irefuse to try to know that though.....
itry to ignore the talk but somehow ido talk when there is a chance......
idid try to like.....erm,convince myself to move forward but somehow it juz stays still when i see the existance of the handicaps.....

thing seems to be vague and unclear....
what shall i do?
mayb the word "move on" is far greater than "move forward"!!=)

p/s:to any of you,please bear with me again if you dun understand what im talking about.....