Above all

update!!

2011-10-18T12:39:00.003+08:00

just a quick update that im still alive and breathing as im marching towards the final year of my post graduate!!

life is....

in God's control so icant say much...:)

update soon!!=)

p/s:Completed a journal and ready to submit tomorrow!!=)

the end

2011-09-11T20:37:00.001+08:00

it ends today..

this is september...

2011-09-09T21:44:00.003+08:00

im glad summer is over,at least it's almost over....
it has been a way too long summer....
but research work consumed too much of my time...
of coz,ultimate,badminton,worship,have been another part of it as well....

icant wait to the upcoming academic year...
coz it will be my final year in semenyih i hope....:P
it will be a lot of fun time coming ican foresee that....:)

until the next update,chao...:)

p/s:18days to new academic year!!:)

update!

2011-08-13T21:01:00.002+08:00

i din forget ihave this blog site ha..
it's just that the sudden increase in work,projects consumed too much of my life...
im trying to get a breath to relax...
will update soon!!
=)

365 days...

2011-07-27T20:06:00.003+08:00

this is the first 365 days since you have been gone...
ijuz realised you haven't been gone too far...
there are still a lot of things in my life that involved you...

a lot of my living values,a lot of thoughts...
still surround you...
iwish you well in heaven,
there might be a lot more 365 days without you but inoe im going to be re-united with you some day soon in heaven!!=)

live well in heaven,mum...=)

p/s:still miss and love you....

RanDom

2011-06-25T14:50:00.004+08:00

this is juz another weekend that im free...
supposedly loaded with some trips but it was cancelled...=)

what happened to me lately???
1)struggling with journal write up..
2)struggling with different lifestyle...
3)trying to work harder for my work...
4)trying to work out more...

what had you completed?
1)watched pretty lot of movies lately..
2)finished 2 books in 3weeks time...
3)managed to rest at 11pm the latest...
4)progressing in research...

what's coming in the near future?
1)Monash HAT league for frisbee..
2)more research work to be done...
3)going home to visit family...
4)ConneXion conference...

endure to what im doing is for my future goodness..
negative thought might have defeated me for a short while..
but,iwont give up even when it's not what i expected...
things might haven't been nice sometimes,
imight have felt discouraged at time...
but,
it's going to worth it...
work hard and never give up,kaiseng!!=)

p/s:reading a new book with title-->"Have a little faith" by mitch albom..=)

ifind struggle

2011-06-13T18:52:00.002+08:00

i realised the struggles i have in this summer...
a really different lifestyle is changing in its way....

im trying to work harder,in a faster pace in order to graduate quicker!!
but it's just weird to adapt to this new lifestyle....

p/s:106 days to new semester,can i fast forward this summer break?

crazy life vs crazy love..

2011-06-07T13:51:00.002+08:00

having in post year 2 and yet to be in year 3 in post grad life is crazy....
submitted my year 2 report while waiting for feedback...
iwas given a few tasks to complete...
journal journal and journal....

struggling to complete one!!
another one is coming tomorrow....
gosh.....
im crazy.....
managed to finish quite a big part of it last night at home....
going to gun it down soon!!:P
summer has been pretty quiet which is expected....
life has been packed....

missing the fun time with housemates and the conneXion Semenyih group...
work out more but imiss ultimate session with fellow Oopsters....

started a new journey with God with a new book--"Crazy Love"

It's so amazing to have read this book as my spiritual life was again being stirred up....
Thank God for the decision to purchase the book...
im still reading it and if you are interested,please ask me for the book..=)

im currently in a 5minutes break before i resume to my second half of the day with work!!!
crazy!!!!
hahahahaha....

but but but,
crazy life versus crazy love....
crazy love with God is no doubt a winner in this life...=)

till next update, chao...=D

p/s:cant wait for next weekend gateway!!=D

happy birthday?

2011-06-04T21:50:00.002+08:00

today is a pretty unique day...
it's my best ever friend's birthday...
a nice hometown friend who has still playing a major role in my life...=D
though we don't meet as often as we used to anymore...
but ialwaz know she is someone ican lean on...=D

it's also another interesting day...
the spiritual birthday of mine....
it has been 9 years that since iwas saved....
no longer a baby christian...
but im still trying to understand more bout Him....

workload is getting crazier as day goes by....
but ihope to work harder than when fall season reaches in about 12 weeks time...=D

p/s:Thank God for this life that You saved...=)

fiNdiNg nEw PaCe iN JuNe

2011-06-02T17:44:00.002+08:00

so fast,
im done with the first half of year 2011.
as if January was just passing by yesterday,it's 2nd of june now...
phew....=.="

icant imagine mum had actually left me for almost a year....:(

with the start of summer,
lot of activities and work style changed into a different pace...
struggling to adapt to new pace though....
but im learning to fill it up with different stuffs...

God has been awesome to this life was once worthless...
year 2 is done,year 3 is ahead, future is in nowhere but His hand.
=)

p/s:imiss someone..

SumMeR bReAk....

2011-05-28T11:47:00.002+08:00

time flies,another summer is approaching....
ihaven been too active in this site lately...

ihave a lot to say but im stucked with the things now...
in short,it has been an awesome second year in post grad.
ya,ijust submitted my year 2 report...
gosh,cant believe that ican actually make to this stage...=)

on the other hand,
this is also a pretty up and down month as ihad my first mother's day without her!!

however,
God has been granted me so much of unexpected joy and blessings that im still being overwhelmed by it...=D

and,
iknow He surely have another bigger picture for me to paint it....
im learning not to take things for granted but in all ido,itry my best to give thanks to Him....=)

another summer kicks start....
122 days to new semester....
tough summer but iwill finish it strong!!=D

till the next update..chaos~~=D

p/s:look forward to the summer...=D

a Day To ReMeMbEr..

2011-05-06T14:23:00.003+08:00

today is a day to remember...
coz i finished my second year report draft and ijuz wait for feedback from my supervisor...
and work on my poster...=D

it has been a really tough weeks and yeah!!=D
im done and wait for my hard-earned break!!!=D

p/s:Another summer is coming....=)

April???

2011-04-29T10:01:00.005+08:00

Icant believe it's almost end of the 1/3 of 2011!!!
where has my time gone?
life has been indeed crazy in this nottingham post grad pursue...
well,at least God keeps me alive...
weekly basis fellowship and Friday night event did remind me that im His precious son and not a robot....

few things i did this month,
year 2 report which is still on going at the moment....3 more chapters to go but I think it should be good....
consider i have 9 months to rush instead of a year due!!!=.="

took part in a poster presentation on Wednesday and igot number 6th out of 27 posters that took part in that competition...=)
here we go with my poster:

currently compiling another poster that is to be posted up in University on the 18th May....if i make it to top 5 out of 20,imight stand a chance to go the UK campus though!!!=)
still too far to talk bout the trip...
of coz,prayers are much needed...=)

and another summer is coming....
it simply means,mum left me for almost a year soon....
still miss her a lot though i know she is doing well with the Lord in heaven...
and icant wait to go home to visit my nephew,my niece,my sisters,and my dad...
it has been quite a while....
1month plus din get to see them?=(

p/s:I know im made preciously in Your eye when You decided to send Your son to the world to die for my sin.

sOlDiEr fOr Christ?

2011-04-20T10:23:00.002+08:00

this is a very special month...
not mentioning life has been up and down...
being in a tough enough and also crazy enough life in PhD pursuing process,

im still witnessing God's grace and His wonderful plan in me,also in the community that im living in.
Research work begins to get even crazier as imarch on towards the end of year 2!!
(i cant believe that too!!!!:P)

and we juz had quite an amazing Easter show on campus,pretty good feedback by quite some friends of mine...
(glory to Him alone!!=D)
also, a charity fund raiser work between conneXion house and UNMC CF is going to end later...
God's mercy is pouring in such an awesome way that we exceed the target that we set im sure...

and as i was talking to a China girl who is here for mobility exchange program,we spoke in such a detail context regarding to Christ...
imagine iwasnt prepared at all when italked to her,but...
His Words and teaching just flow out non-stop from me for almost an hour.
Iwasnt awared until the moment iwent to sleep...

irealised that she was the first lady that i shared for more than 50minutes (FACE TO FACE)...
well,iadmit lot of times im more to a digital talking guy than face to face talk guy...:P

my point is not about how awesome my sharing was,it's bout how can God use such a very normal person like me to share His truth to a non-believer....
she was so open to the Gospel...
(she wanted to continue at the clock shows almost 11pm!!)

and im again being so thankful to my Living God...
this is surely going to be a very special Easter too....
=)

until the next update,bye....

p/s:Lord,I am amazed by You....

E.A.S.T.E.R??

2011-04-14T16:20:00.003+08:00

just some thoughts that came across my mind as i was thinking about the meaning of Easter....
at this point of my life, i still cant believe what and how Jesus obeyed the fulfillment that was pre-Prophesied....
i wonder what was in His mind knowing that He would be betrayed by His very own disciple...
to suffer and die on the cross....
what a great faith model He had set for followers like us to learn....
and i was thinking on how can i make this EAster even more special?
some random vocab words linking came across me and this is how i define Easter:

Eternally
A
Savior
Tried
Explaining about
Ransom

i know idon't have good english vocab...:P
but this is the best stuff i can come out with...=)

till the next update...
bye...

p/s:He is the reason i live on this place...=D

hola...

2011-04-12T14:53:00.003+08:00

obviously, i didn't update my blog post that often anymore...
this is not because i don't have things/update for it...
but it's just that life is just packed with too many activities and too busy to update...
i know this reason is pretty lousy but here i am with a short update then...

i am currently in a year 1 chemical engineering assessment week and i am updating this while waiting for students to ask me questions...

ihad some crazy weeks for the past months.....
but i did and do enjoy all the things that my God gave me....=)
a lot of tough times with faith related moments happened....
that in fact made me to be more determined to be an obedient guy..=)

another summer is approaching....
another year is coming to half time...
till next update...
chao...=)

p/s:journal writting is no fun!!!=(

here comes the first quarter of 2011!!

2011-03-13T18:01:00.003+08:00

time flies....
by a blink of eyes,
it's the first quarter of the year 2011!!!
there are a lot of things on going both work and off work....
a lot of plannings,hang out sessions...

a lot of new and exciting things were experienced....=D

and icant wait...
and i love how my Lord is challenging even in the time of peace....
this really excites me on how He actually knows what is best for me when i thought i know what's best for myself!!!!
ijuz cant help but falling in love deeper with Him as day goes by.....
ireally cant wait for what is ahead of me....
=))))

and verse of the day to medidate:

Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for human masters, since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving. "Colossians 3:23-24"

p/s:ihave a new nephew called---Shay!!=D

Retreat...

2011-02-28T23:11:00.004+08:00

it was fun for the retreat....=)
ithink God is really so awesome and im so excited to the coming change of the conneXion house....=D

as im writing this....
ithink im trying to learn to be more patient to find God's will in me...
How He just let me to learn a lesson on how i shall trust Him more even in my financial planning and all part of my life....

And,
when obedience is the crucial key in finding His will in my life....

p/s: hola,March 2011!!=)

:)

2011-02-18T08:01:00.002+08:00

An awesome day to remember.....:)))
Oh,Chinese new year is over ha!!

Joy and happiness are filled in this life....
I'm thankful to Him....:)

p/s:hello,Cameron....:)

very often..

2011-02-05T12:43:00.003+08:00

very often,
we tend to be givers of life a lot more than receiver of life....
and so often,
we know that we have limit in giving but yet we will give it all....
just so common human nature ha!!
and things dun seem to be what we thought it is actually,
devil will kick in to drive you nuts.....

but im glad,
ihave a God who is so awesome and He is such a God that is alive....
just when ihad some love-giving-drought moment lately,
He showed me His unfailing love again with this verse:

Above all,love each other deeply,because love covers over a multitude of sins.
"1 Peter 4:8"

also from the daily devotion,

Build your life on the solid foundation—Jesus Christ.
"Matthew 7:24-27"

I love the people that live in my community simply because God is love....
and ineed to learn to love them deeply,coz it will cover the imperfection of each of us....

im still not perfect,not even near to this word....
but im learning,to surrender more to Him as day goes by....
it's tough,it's not easy....
it involves a lot of obedience and trust....

but iwant to keep on pursuing God in all aspect of my life....
and this song's lyrics juz came across my mind that is so meaningful ha....

"And the things of earth will grow strangely dim,
In the light of His glory and grace."
(Quoted from "turn your eyes upon Jesus")

p/s:hello,spring semester...=)

sometimes..

2011-02-01T12:41:00.007+08:00

sometimes you just wonder,
if things are happening like what is in your mind...
or it's not?

my heart is still feeling upside down on and off....
like in a way how life is going....
dislike how it's going sometimes though....
but iknow something as i read more of God's Words...

But blessed is the man who trusts in the LORD, whose confidence is in Him.
"Jeremiah 17:7"

still want to trust God whole heartedly!!

p/s:Happy Chinese new year...=)

I have come to know this...

2011-01-27T08:54:00.002+08:00

Matthew 5:38-48
We’re like toast slathered with jelly that has fallen upside down on the kitchen floor. Left to ourselves, we can make a pretty big mess of things. Then Jesus comes along, like a divine spatula, scrapes us off the floor of our sinful ways, and turns us right side up. And as we follow His right-side-up ways, we discover that turning the other cheek keeps us from getting caught in a brawl, that it is more blessed to give than to receive, and that dying to self is life at its best.

Taken from
-----> Our daily bread

thank You,Father for being such a compassionate God,such a loving God that never let me go....
indeed You know what I need....
indeed You are the God that is same from yesterday,today and forever.....

sign out with a heart that love You more....=)

p/s:love the rainy,chilling weather back home here...=)

才发现...

2011-01-27T01:03:00.002+08:00

今晚白等了3,4小时......

iam second...

2011-01-22T06:11:00.002+08:00

the second time that i wake up early in the morning....
iactually really love the quietness of the morning....

but,idun think iwill miss it much in the summer though....
Iactually can feel the loneliness in the summer but not now!!=)

woke up at 430am today....=)

值得,一切将会是值得的.....

going back mersing next week!!!=)

p/s:Hello,chinese new year!!=)

才发现..

2011-01-20T23:38:00.001+08:00

不喜欢这挣扎的困境....
有网中鱼的感觉.....

iduno...

2011-01-20T10:24:00.003+08:00

I think lately ihave been dwelling a lot with Scriptures,passages....
there is a passage that really struck me...

as i woke up this morning....
it appeared like a photocopy-kind of work....
like it juz appeared in front of me....
so iread it.......

and here you go with the portion of the Scripture:
it's taken from 2 Corinthians 4:

Present Weakness and Resurrection Life

Therefore, since through God’s mercy we have this ministry, we do not lose heart. Rather, we have renounced secret and shameful ways; we do not use deception, nor do we distort the word of God. On the contrary, by setting forth the truth plainly we commend ourselves to everyone’s conscience in the sight of God. And even if our gospel is veiled, it is veiled to those who are perishing. The god of this age has blinded the minds of unbelievers, so that they cannot see the light of the gospel that displays the glory of Christ, who is the image of God. For what we preach is not ourselves, but Jesus Christ as Lord, and ourselves as your servants for Jesus’ sake. For God, who said, “Let light shine out of darkness,” made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of God’s glory displayed in the face of Christ.

But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body. For we who are alive are always being given over to death for Jesus’ sake, so that his life may also be revealed in our mortal body. So then, death is at work in us, but life is at work in you.

It is written: “I believed; therefore I have spoken.” Since we have that same spirit of faith, we also believe and therefore speak, because we know that the one who raised the Lord Jesus from the dead will also raise us with Jesus and present us with you to himself. All this is for your benefit, so that the grace that is reaching more and more people may cause thanksgiving to overflow to the glory of God.

Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.
"2 Corinthians 4:1-18"

this is so awesome,knowing that our current troubles are nothing compared to the eternal glory that we will receive as the day that the Most High One returns....

I simply live for You alone!!=)

song of the week ahead:

-->You gave Your life away

p/s:Hello,Chinese new year 2011!!=)

crazy

2011-01-18T05:24:00.002+08:00

im crazy today....
or ishall say falling sick makes me go crazy....
ifelt sleepy last nite at 10pm but icouldnt really sleep well....

iwoke up almost every hour and iwonder why....

and so,
i woke up at 3am in the morning to work!!!

ican foresee this to come pretty often in near future!!

p/s:waking up in the morning is feeling not too bad actually...=)

Song of the day...

2011-01-14T07:43:00.003+08:00

a morning devotion time proves that God is such a dynamic God and a God of in control of all things....

im just speechless,knowing that He is alive.....
wow!!!!

and as i read through the passage,this song came across my mind....
and wat more interesting is the comment i found from the youtube link that really amaze me...

check this out....

You know what makes God so amazing, is when we fall on our faces, when we push Him away, when we turn our backs on Him, when we deny Him, He still loves us unfailingly, that is amazing. I love You my Lord and Savior.@Random comment

and song of the day:

-->Unfailing love

p/s:live life love....=)

Give me clean hand...

2011-01-13T07:46:00.003+08:00

God,
give me clean hand,
give me pure heart....
Let us not lift our souls to another
Oh God let this be..
a generation that seeks...
Who seeks Your face, Oh God of Jacob...
"Give us clean hand by Chris Tomlin"

a lot of times,we plan and without seeking God's will....
this is destined to fail....

im still trying to understand His purpose in my life....
if i should have the life i thought i will have,
im not sure...
but iwant to be a brother/friend that is accountable....
if God sees me in this way,and this is what He gives me...
im cool to accept it...

something i read from tweeter has really amazed me:

Friendship is unnecessary, it has no survival value; but it's one of those things that gives value to survival. @CSLewis

my sickness seems to fluctuate....
but at least sorethroat is cutting down ha!!=)

p/s:journal writing is proven not to be too tough though!!:P

Struggle..

2011-01-12T07:00:00.002+08:00

kaiseng is struggling to find a new pace of life....
imagine i "slept" at near 1am yet i "woke up" at 622am....

finding a rhythm in life is proven to be tough....
my heart is weary,my soul is hungry....
my brain is falling apart mentally,my body is falling sick physically....

im trying.....
to improve the whole life cycle.....
need to let my live life in a better way ha!!

a lot of prayers needed...
if you are reading this,please pray for me...=)

p/s:hi,flu...hi,sorethroat...hi,running nose!!!=(

it shall call

2011-01-11T14:53:00.001+08:00

The end of a dream and to get ready for a new life....

a NeW dAwN...

2011-01-10T07:46:00.004+08:00

iwas struggling with emotional control last night....
but no matter if you believe or not,
ijust had a close encounter with God...

He is once again,
stretching out His mighty arm to show His care for me....
im thankful for the almigthy God that ihave.....=)

there are so many questions in life that we don't need to know the answers,just know that He loves us..@Quote from CAsting crown's song...=)

Song of the day:

Love them like Jesus

Verse of the day to medidate:

He(Jesus) replied, “Blessed rather are those who hear the word of God and obey it.”
'Luke 11:28'

love this line that iread it from Daily Bread today:

A life of obedience may not be easy, but it will be blessed.

another new week that ineed to strive hard to bring Him more glory....
and iwill keep praying for the students in Nottingham who will be facing exams from this week onwards...=)

p/s:a new dawn has come....=)

Mercy..

2011-01-10T00:41:00.001+08:00

Ithink im calmer than wat ithink im....

if tis is the God who knows me from the start of life plans for me...
im more than happy to face it ha!!=)

a same kaiseng who is so pasionate to gospel is here...=)

p/s:a new week...bring it on!!=)

tonight...

2011-01-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

it's one of the worst nights in my life today....

sometimes iwonder...

2011-01-08T22:46:00.003+08:00

sometimes,ijust wonder...
if im a good leader...
ihaven felt too discouraged for quite a while...
but today,ithink ilet my emotion to drive me for a bit...
iknow ishouldnt find any comfort from human standard....
it's the God that iwill need to get His favor...

but,tonight....
deep in my heart....
ido feel very tired from the things im working hard on....
iwonder if ppl take that for granted....
did someone mayb think,ineed ppl to nourish as well?

sign out with swinging mood...

p/s:ireally wonder....=.="

helLo 2011...

2011-01-06T12:41:00.003+08:00

currently in Singapore for a research conference...

-->AMN&APLOC2011

it's a new year....=)
nothing much to express lately coz life has been wonderful with God's presence....
the more i dwell in Him,the more iknow the God that ihave with me is alive...=)

ijuz finished some online conference called Passion2011!!=)
this heart is being stirred up once again....

I wept as i watched those sessions...
recalling how my life changed since the nite at Passion KL 08'
im forever thankful for this life that He saves...=)

song of the day....

Glory in the highest

p/s:a new month that iwant to strike well to bring Him honor...=)

ReViEw of 2010?

2010-12-29T09:59:00.002+08:00

just some random thoughts of mine today....
ihad a real thought of wat iexperienced for the year of 2010....

truly,things juz went up n down...

this is a year of transformation....
a year with mix feeling.....

yet ithank God.....
for He is a great and mighty God....
=)

ireceived so much of blessings....
work,friendship,fellowship...
His overflowing grace..=)

However,
ilost thing that idun wish to...
my belated and beloved mum....=(
things havent been easy.....

but iknow....
truly and indeed iknow....

And we all know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him,who have been called according to His purpose. "Romans 8:28"

until the day that God reveals the whole big plan to me,ijust need to endure and continue to put my faith in Him....

Bring it on,year 2011!!=)

p/s:Happy new year!!=)

Christmas 2010

2010-12-25T17:21:00.003+08:00

this is a Christmas that ihave mix feeling....

no doubt,it marks a full year of God's faithfulness to me as I was baptised one year ago...
His grace has been overflowing to this life that was once totally worthless,but yet the purpose of this life was once again being found in His grace....=)

Im forever thankful for His faithtulness to me when im faithless in so many occasions....

However,
imiss my mum a lot lately....
I still remember vividly,it was around last year this time we finally spoke about the faith topic....
it was pretty awesome,to be able to share with her about Jesus....
and she is far in heaven now,celebrating with Jesus and thousands and thousands of angels im sure...=)

yet,down to earth here...
imiss her presence a lot....
and it makes my heart wept....

tears rolling down as isang worship songs today....
it was tears of joy,tears of happiness....=)

2010 is a year of mixure of up and down...
there are things that iwish to forget,there are things im glad to have it...
there are things idin expect that are happening in life....
in all things,i know that...

He is a God of compassionate...
a God of faithfulness.....
a God of wonderful...=)

bring it on,year 2011!!

song of the day to celebrate my King of kings---->Oh,Holy Night

p/s:blessed birthday,Jesus...=)

a dAy To ReMeMbEr...

2010-12-17T20:05:00.002+08:00

this is a day to remember...=)

Verse of the week to meditate:

Two are better than one,
because they have a good return for their labor:
If either of them falls down,
one can help the other up.
But pity anyone who falls
and has no one to help them up. "Ecclesiastes 4:9-10"

p/s:Bye,fall semester....Hallo,Christmas...=)

oh...

2010-12-14T23:01:00.002+08:00

it has been quite a while....
since the previous update....

life has been real packed....
and im glad CF Christmas play is over....
we did a good job,but all glory should give to the King of kings....

without Him,we are really nothing....=)

research work is really crazy but im glad finally,im almost done with my conference paper...=)
miss my family....
got to wait till next month only to visit them...=)

Christmas is approaching....
it simply means it's almost a year since iwas baptised....
time flies ha....
the Lord has been really awesome to me....
im forever thankful for that....=)

Lord,
You give and take away....
You give and take away....
but,
my heart still will sing
LOrd,blessed be Your name....

p/s:30days since that evening.....

wOrN oUt?

2010-12-04T15:42:00.002+08:00

Iwas totally occupied since the start of December....

Research work,school duties,VBS.....
just ended.....

tasks to come:
FYP supervision,
CF Christmas sketch play,
ConneXion BBQ
Research work....
Church Xmas program?

im feeling burnt out now coz iwasnt sleeping well....

but inoe,the more i surrender myself to God who is so magnificent,
the more i will find His glory to shine through me....
my heart is weary yet iknow iwill find rest in Him....
to God,be the glory...=)

song of the day--->Magnificent

p/s:2010 is coming to an end soon....

So....

2010-11-23T08:09:00.003+08:00

When all of a sudden,
I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory......"How He loves"

there are things in life that ilike much,
but there too are things in life that idislike....

but no matter how thing evolves,
this is the life that is no longer juz kaiseng lives but it's Him who owns the fullness of this life....
im juz totally amazed by the His grace again today....
and im thankful for the love and mercy He pour out to me....

line of the day to meditate:

God sets no restriction on who may come to Him.@Our Daily Bread

p/s:it's swimming session today....1st session in near 2 years time....=)

=)

2010-11-18T08:28:00.001+08:00

like how things flow in life lately....
there is a part of life that turn out to be unexpectedly....
good...=)

God is good,all the time....
He is awesomely good to this soul that nvr deserved to this grace....
so,im really thankful for that....=)

Love always hope.....

p/s:another short escape to Genting....=D

WhEn lIfE iS nOt a BeD oF RoSeS

2010-11-14T20:58:00.002+08:00

when life is not a bed of roses,
you just got to endure...
presevere....
and trust in the Lord....
it hasnt been a too great week....
but in God,itrust....

and as im having my own worshipping session just now....
this song just stroke me....=)

"But the harder I try the more clearly can I feel
The depth of our fall and the weight of it all
And so this might could be the most impossible thing
Your grandness in me making me clean"

@Wholly Yours by David crowder band...

p/s:a new week,a new life,a new start...=)

helLo NoVeMbER...

2010-11-07T15:34:00.003+08:00

another year is approaching to an end....
life has been packed....

work,duties,fellowships,friends....
it has been a blast....=)
life hasnt been smooth of course...

But with Jesus in the center of life....=)
im sure this life is in the right cruise.....

Idun have much to update....
it simply means His grace is overflowing in my life that is more than enough for me....
=D

Iam thankful for another new baby coming in next Feb to Koh's family....=)
Moiiesha is going to have a brother soon...=)

as for me,
life goes on with mum watching over me from the heaven....
=)

until next update....
chao....=)

verse of the day to meditate:

Be completely humble and gentle;be patient, bearing with one another in love. Make every effort to keep the unity of the Spirit through the bond of peace. "Ephesians 4:2-3"

p/s:LLL=Live Love Life....

SomETimEs...

2010-10-26T19:42:00.004+08:00

I know i haven updated too much lately....
it's not because idun have things to update....
it's just the life im living now...
it's too full and too awesome...

love how thing goes....
love how God has done in this life....
=)

it's getting crazier and crazier....
but with God,all things are possible...=)

until the next update...
chao...=)

p/s:this is the life You give,this is the way iwill live it...=)

God,You are indeed awesome!!

2010-10-10T08:23:00.002+08:00

just a very quick update....
God is doing something wonderful in my life again....

my research work is progressing speedy just yesterday....
two major component of my research work....
they are proven to work!!!!

hahahahahahahah........

p/s:love how things go in my life....

I sAw ThE LiGhT

2010-10-06T08:52:00.003+08:00

just a very short update....
im in year 2 of my post grad now....
life has been packed,packed and packed....
love it still as i know this life is blessed and being planned by the One who loves me....

another thing to share....
conneXion Semenyih is 1 year and 4 days old today....
growing together along the year had been such a wonderful year for me....
=)
you know it if you are part of the ministry here...
Isee God's movement in this place....

and one more latest thing,
this morning as iwas doing my usual daily devotion.....
my heart was weary because the topic is about how Christ had broken into our life,offered us a gift of eternity....
and iprayed,for a rise up from young generation to this country.....

and right soon iopened my eyes with an ending prayer....
for that second,
for one second,isaw a shadow-like of a "bright-shape" appearing to me....
smilling to me and then the next second it is gone.....
it was so short yet it was so solid.....
ican still remember the scene even now.....=)

mayb some of you might say it's just my illusion,
but,
ikeep my faith to what ifeel and wat ican sense....

this heart is once again being stirred up....
to have more passion to seek after Him....
to shine for Him...
to live just for Him alone....=)

p/s:God,be the center of my life....

cHoSeN gEnErATiOn

2010-09-28T10:54:00.002+08:00

im glad summer is over...
students are back to school....
my heart is juz overwhelmed by God lately....

as i was preparing for the meeting agenda for this fall semester's ConneXion Semenyih's planning....
God just had so much of real interactions with me...
through prayers,through daily devotional words,through songs of praise,through people that He sent down here in this community....

iknow He is alive and He is such a dynamic God....=)

meeting was done last night and plans were set....
im excited towards all the events/activities that we are about to have....

A chosen generation is rising up a holy nation for God....

p/s:Our God is greater,Our God is higher,God You are higher than any other!

iF tHiS hEaRt...

2010-09-24T07:57:00.003+08:00

if this heart can be challenged...
it's surely the faith level that it has for You....

if this heart can only beat for one more second...
it's will only try its best to just bring glory and honor to You....

if this heart can worship You forever and not bother bout the earthly things...
this heart is more than willingly to do....

but this heart,
this heart that is living in a broken world....
with a broken system....
full of temptations....
so much of pain and suffering.....

and this heart,
this heart that You saved 8 years ago....

witnessed so much of life's up and down cycles....
went through so much of life with and without You....

and this heart now,
living in a life that is so rich in its spiritual part....

this heart,
just wanna shout it out loud....

"Jesus,You alone can save...."

by the owner of this heart,
KS

nEw HoBbY..

2010-09-08T21:08:00.002+08:00

love my new hobby that ideveloped lately...
online sermon from the pastors...
Louie,Clayton,Francis.....

it is just awesome....
somehow,itjust created a boost and zealous heart that want to serve Him more...
it just creates a much more intimate relationship between me and the Lord...
wow...
ilove it....
more time is spent with Him....=)

ilove the life now...
living just to love Him is so wonderful...=)

p/s:listening to Francis Chan's sermon now...=)

WaKe mE up WhEn SepteMbEr EndS..

2010-09-06T17:49:00.008+08:00

phew,it has been a real while since i last update my blog....
just because iwas away for my own break though...=)

nothing to talk bout as well actually...=)
erm,it's september...
im glad summer is finally over...=)
let's rock soon,ConneXion Semenyih...=)

im excited towards the new academic year as i already have sme plans in mind...
but if all these dun bring glory to Him,it will be totally meaningless as well...
so,prayers and advices are needed...=)

im currently in my office dealing my research work...
submitted my first year report...
doing some year 2 planning though...:P

while in the distance that is just less than 2meters away from my desk,there is a great "debate" ongoing between a friend of mine who is a believer and a new PhD student(he is a person who trusts in all gods and science)....
well,there are just talking too loud ishall say...:P
however,from what ican conclude is....

the more one tries so hard to find the real purpose of this life,the more one will realise one's shortcomings and this is the time that God will show His flawless Truth that is indescribable(no one can fathom His understanding)...

and with the talk,it really reminds on few verses that I came across lately...

Click to the link--> Ephesians 4:17-32

If He had forseen the current world's trend/patterns from the begining of all,icant find any other reason for not putting my trust in Him alone...=)

p/s:If you know that God’s hand is in everything,you can leave everything in God’s hands.

hola....an deux(year two!)

2010-08-09T15:44:00.003+08:00

just a very short update....
im done with my post grad year 1!!
handed in my first year report....
12 months of time.....
15+ thousands of words....
78 pages of report....

year 1 was pretty dreadful....
=(
but im still looking forward to year 2 in post grad though....
=)

ya,ijuz bought a new laptop....
Asus A42J...=)

love it...
ghahahahahaha...

erm,
will b going home for a week or two for a small break...
till next update,
chao...=)

p/s:Jovin's birthday is just around the corner..=)

7 days..

2010-08-03T21:40:00.002+08:00

20more minutes....
it shall mark one full week since you stopped your final heartbeat....
how are you doing in heaven?

just want to tell you,imiss you a lot still....
hope you are doing great there...

miss and love,
your son...

august...

2010-08-01T20:35:00.004+08:00

this is the first blog post since the loss of my mum....
it has been something that ican never imagine of....
im actually much stronger and tougher that ican imagine of....
there wasnt a single tear dropped from the moment she closed her eyes....

yes,igrieved...
for losing her from my earthly life....

but,thinking that she is now at a much better place where there is no more suffering and pain....
this fact eases me much....
managed to find her baptism certificate even boosted my joy....
im sure she is in heaven now,worshiping Christ with millions of angels....=)

she is indeed a wonderful mum to me....
and also, a sister in Christ is her new added relationship with me...=)

things have been tough for family....
prayers still needed...

till next update,good bye....

my tribute to my belated mum-->I bid you farewell

p/s:now by Your grace i stand, healing is in Your hand....=)

nEw rEcoRd..

2010-07-23T00:03:00.002+08:00

nEw record set tonight as we have 20 people stay in the conneXion house....
wow!!

hahahahahahaha....

and im going to have my first anniversary for my graduation....
time flies ha!
=)

cant wait for conneXion conference....=)

hI JuLy...

2010-07-08T18:21:00.005+08:00

Wow...wow....wow....
it's july again....
I cant believe 6 months of 2010 passed by like a wink of my eyes....
mayb too much fun time i had with the conneXion gang...=)

Report your current condition,Mr Koh KaiSeng?

Busy,really busy over my first year report for my Post graduate studies...
Preparation for one of the breakout sessions in the upcoming conneXion conference....
Videos,slides,questions,discussions....=)
I will be fine...

for if God is for us,who can be against us?=)

Spiritually,ihope im growing in a way that ican now be slightly more confident in sharing the good news of my Savior to the people around me....=)

Report your July activities!

Hmm,today is day number 8th of July,and im still doing my write up for my report as i mentioned earlier.
A bit more to finish it and i think iwill be able to complete it before 15th July
(draft deadline set by my supervisor!!:S)

Iget to go for a Klang food trip on 16th July...=)
look forward to that weekend though...=)

And ya,conneXion conference....
something great of the year that im really looking forward to...
This year,iwill be more than juz a participant as im leading in one of the sessions for the 2 days conference...=)
Please pray for me that i will be able to speak the truth of Jesus to the people...=)

27th-28th July,
Another exhibition to take part at PWTC(Putra World Trade Center)
some random exhibition for my research project again!!=.=''
nothing much to talk about it as iduno what im going to do yet!!

it will be another busy month here....
Till the next update....
Chao....

p/s:I love Moiiesha!!=)

eNd oF JuNe..

2010-06-30T21:13:00.003+08:00

too much sorrows icame across lately....
death,accident,breakdown,sickness.....
>.<

Where is God some people might ask....
If the only true living God is real,why wouldn't He heal and stop all these but let all these things from happened?

to be frank,I don't know why....
but I know something....

"For My thoughts are not your thoughts,neither are your ways My ways," declares the LORD. "As the heavens are higher than the earth,so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts.'Isaiah 55:8-9'

there are so many times,so many occasions....
I don't why God let things seem injustice happened to me and the people around me....

but again,no matter what season it might be,
I just need to learn to trust in Him....
I just need to embrace every single day and enjoy every single moment that He has planned for me...=)

Verse of the day:
For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all.'2 Corinthians 4:17'

p/s:As a follower of Jesus,we have an answer beyond the grave...=)

iF tHerS iS..

2010-06-27T17:16:00.003+08:00

If there is one word to describe how God has been to me....
it will be just "REAL"!!!!

my God is real...
He is just so faithful and awesome to me....
there are more than words to describe how He had been with me with the presence of Him for the past week....

if it takes me a life time just to discover how He loves me,
im more than willing to do so....
=)

p/s:another week im ready to fight hard with my God who saves...=)

Awakening...

2010-06-17T21:34:00.003+08:00

ijuz came back from a church camp....
had enough of awesome experience....=)
which ithink ijuz let the pictures tell the stories...

He is ready to shake this land called Malaysia...
Don't count Him out in anything that one can do as a follower of Christ...=)
He is great,He is awesome,He is ready...=)

links to camp picture:
Link 1
Link 2

Verse to share:
for it is light that makes everything visible.
This is why it is said:
"Wake up, O sleeper,
rise from the dead,
and Christ will shine on you." 'Ephesians 5:14'

p/s:God is good,all the time...=)

cRaZy...

2010-06-11T20:53:00.003+08:00

im going crazy soon....
im stucked in my mist of first year report write up....
and im glad im on my way to work it out....
lately,ireally begin to doubt if ireally like my research work...
no doubt,it's fun to work on smething that is pretty unique...
but not the write up session!!!!!

iduno wat im talking about....
but iwoke up 6am today....
and i slept at about 1am last nite....
iwonder if this is so called first year report syndrome....=(

please pray for me....
for ihave another one long month ahead to finish another couple chapters of my report...

and hey,
im glad weekend is here....
iget to worship my Lord on sunday and leave to Cameron highland for a church camp....
cant wait for all the sharing sessions and another personal encounter with God....
=)

till icome back from my trip....
see ya...=)

p/s:Moiiesha is a sweet little kid...=)

8th AnNiVeSarY....

2010-06-04T07:18:00.004+08:00

it has been 8 years....
the day iaccepted Christ into my life as my Savior....
what a 8 years ihad gone thru....
up and down time....
just too much different memories...
but He remains faithful.....
which is so awesome....
im thankful for having Him in my life....
Thank you,Father....
without You, im long gone and iwont be who im today....
iknow im still full of shortcomings.....
so ipray that the relationship between me and You will grow deeper as time comes....
the feeling of still being amazed by Your words are really decent...
love you,Jesus!!=)

to see my testimony,click to the below link:
My Testimony

p/s:it's my best friend's birthday today too!!a day worth double celebrations...=)

I aM....

2010-05-30T23:54:00.002+08:00

Being a middle man is not too encouraging i conclude....
lol....=P

another summer is here....

hi,walls...
hi,chairs...
hi,windows....

im starring in Semenyih Cast Away season 1!!
stay tune for more updates!!
=.=''

sign out with a lot of love,peace,hope,joy filled by God alone...=)

p/s:Hi,first year report too...>.<

suMmEr 2010...

2010-05-26T13:28:00.006+08:00

istill cant believe that....
it has been almost a year since iwas called a student (undergraduate student)....
well,im still considered myself as a student now but.....
it is like as if it's still yesterday we hang out to do so much of crazy,random things....
time flies....

another summer is coming.....
shall i look forward to it?
mayb i should....
sister is back from States next week.....
=)

BUT,

first year report for post grad due will be another two months!!!!
aaaaarrrrrgggggghhhhhh~~~~~~~~
='(
it will b another really long,torturing time in the reseach work....
im so going to camp in office la!!!!
haiz........

also,
another lonely summer in Semenyih....
icould feel the loneliness surrounding me even last night....
woke up 2am in the morning and isaw no one in the room....
got to get used with this....
=)

a lot of planning in mind....
so little time to work it out....

but,for all the things that im going to do/face/attempt to,
ihave Jesus,the only One that will hold me up...=)
in Him,i trust...=)

song of the day to share-->Beautiful Jesus

p/s:hi,summer...=)

sOnG of tHe DaY..

2010-05-17T12:55:00.005+08:00

a song that icant stop listening to it since morning....
pretty awesome....
=)
ihope you will enjoy it as well...

link to the song of the day--->All that really matters

Lyrics:

All that really matters.

LET OUR LIVES BECOME A SONG FOR YOU
Like a prayer that reaches high
The glory of Your name our greatest cause

Let our lives become an offering
Ever pleasing to Your heart
The glory of Your name our highest call

All that really matters
All that really counts is found in You
What else would we live for?
You're the Way, the Life, the Truth
All that really matters is You

Let our lives become a light for You
Like a city on a hill
We'll glorify Your name forevermore, Lord

King of glory, be the center
King of glory, You'll be the prize
We shall have no other treasure
All that counts is You lifted high

All that matters, all that really matters is You
All that matters, all that really matters is You

p/s:the lyrics just sums up my prayer to the students in Nott.

sO...

2010-05-15T21:42:00.004+08:00

So,iwas busy for the past week and im going to be super busy upcoming week as well....
ITEX exhibition finally started yesterday and my research team took part in some aerospace exhibition category and we just a silver medal today...=)

Iwas there since morning (around 10am) and ijuz reached home like around 830pm?
=.=''

oh ya,im going to Singapore next week to visit NTU....
looking for a potential co-operational work ihope or for some attachments probably....
ya,ineed to have a faster pace for my conference paper write up!!!!!
aaaarrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh.....
ihaven started my first year report....
2months to due....
a draft in head but 0 words is written down!!!!!

but im glad,iwill b home again next week....
Singapore home with sis iguess....
=)

till the next update....
chao...

verse of the day to share:

Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom, and as you sing psalms, hymns and spiritual songs with gratitude in your hearts to God.'Colossian 3:16'

p/s:hi,summer....=)

nEw...

2010-05-09T20:20:00.002+08:00

Ihad some great new experiences last week....=)

for the first time,iwas being interviewed in a local radio station....
and iwas in a newspaper for the similar research interview though...

here is the link to the press interview-->
Oriental press 1
Oriental press 2

it wasnt something great and ijuz wanna give honor of all these to God who has given me such a chance to promote my work....
Glory to Him...=)

this will be another super busy week....
another exhibition is to be held at KLCC this coming week as ineed to set up another blogspot website for the research group,start some write up for 1st year report,draft the conference paper which is due in early july....
ConneXion house new addition stuff for upcoming US team...
and etc etc....

please pray for me as ineed to juggle between so much different things in a week time....
God is my everything....=)

p/s:igot a "new" second hand handphone!!=)

woohooo...

2010-05-04T20:19:00.003+08:00

Im so so excited today.....

IM GOING TO TOULOUSE in december!!!!!!!!!!!

you wont and you cant imagine the joy and the excitement ihad in me...
Praise the Lord...=)
Still,there is a draft full paper to be submitted in July before everything is confirmed!!=)
but im one step closer to France sudah!!!!=)

yeah.....
all the effort yielded the fruit that was so fruitful...=)
Jesus is awesome....
indeed He is....=)

so i give myself a day break from OT and im at home chilling with songs of praise being played....
and talking to some friends...

p/s:God is good!!=)

I'm sorry

2010-05-03T11:10:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry to you that you know who im referrring to....
ido not find any excuses....
it was my fault...
idin find any reasons for that....
it's the careless mistakes idid....
call me hypocrite as you deserved to do so....

ideserve that....
ijuz wanna say sorry....

super crazy busy month..

2010-04-30T21:40:00.003+08:00

ihaven updated too frequent this month due to the super crazy heavy workloads that ihave....
iwas rushing for a conference paper...
yes,im going to a conference......
something cool ha!!=)

if you know what im doing,here it goes with the title...
"An inexpensive and efficient sealing method for PDMS-PDMS interfaces for microchannel fabrication."

sounds so complicated,right?
yes...it's going to be quite complicated....
to cut the story short,ihave been working from 9-11...
oh,not 9am to 11am but 11pm!!!!!
arrrrgggggghhhhhh....

finally,im almost done with it and ready for abstract submission which due tomorrow!!
=)
here it goes with the link---->microfluidic conference Toulouse

im glad iget to rest for the next couple of weeks before another task comes....
ya,im joining an exhibition at KLCC from 14th to 16th May for some promotion of my research work....
and also,
im on air next Thursday with AiFM to promote my research work....
stay tune for it!!=)

sign out with a sick physical body but joy in the spirit....=)

p/s:look forward to summer...=)

therE iS...

2010-04-18T17:11:00.005+08:00

There is a place in my heart that ialwaz yearn to make a change....
there is alwaz a place for me to improve myself....

im glad for all the fellowship moments that we had in Semenyih for the past 8months...
both ConneXion Friday and ConneXion Bible study....
it has been really wonderful to have each of them to hang out with me....
xD

phew,
another Summer is coming....
another year is coming to an end....
(cant really believe igraduated for almost a year already!!!!)

time to work harder for the research work....
time to work out some plans...
=)

song of the day:

不要驚動愛情 ---- 鄭秀文 Sammi Cheng

p/s:something interesting happened recently though!!=)

wAtEr wAr..

2010-04-10T00:02:00.002+08:00

Another day that was filled with so much joy and laughter....
God has been so awesomely great to the people in Semenyih.....

Water war was a succeed and we had about 18 people just now to release the tension and the stress that we faced thanks to the super duper heavy workload given!!=(

Ya,
I am going to be super busy from today onwards as there are potentially 3-5 projects that are running/about to run.....
A conference paper write up is added in between all the projects as well!!!!
wow~~~~
=) and =(.....

Iam glad summer break is coming....=)

this is the day that the Lord has made...
I will rejoice and be glad in it....=)

p/s:like how the life is going now~~=)

He iS tHe rEaSoN...

2010-04-04T16:00:00.002+08:00

Christ has been the reason for me to blog here....

the reason idun blog so much recently....

it's not that idun feel Christ near me but there are juz too many things to share and to proclaim if ihave to count every single blessing.....=)

God is really awesomely good to me all the while...
deep in my heart,my Savior lives.....

sign out with a lot of joy,peace,motivations,and grateful feeling....

Happy Easter Sunday....=)

p/s:My Jesus is alive...

hOpE...

2010-03-23T10:41:00.003+08:00

God has been good to me....
life changing process is still happening on me though there are so many times in my life....
idin put God at first place.....

when life hurt most,He just held me up....
He just whispered to me,"I love you...I love you....I love you and I love you~~~~"
He din mention the reason of why things happened or use some sort of graphs,pictures,tools to tell me the whole idea of the incidents....
He just held me up and said,"Be still and know I am God!!"

ihad another life changing process towards my life again....
it's really hard to describe using words to express the experience,emotional change and etc....
indeed deep in my heart now,my Redeemer lives in me again!!!!

song of the day-->Ocean will part

phrase of the day:

When we’ve been alone with Jesus,
There’s a difference others know;
And to them it’s like a fragrance
That we leave where’er we go. —Hess

p/s:Hope will rise glory shown,in my life Your will be done....=)

tHiNgs..

2010-03-22T08:25:00.002+08:00

the more im continuing to observe the people around me....
the more i realized,it's alwaz you let go some part of your life....
the rating will be more neutralize....

im a completely free man today!!!!
=)

sentence of the day:

"My part is to live in this hour in continuous inner conversation with God and in perfect responsiveness to His will."@Frank Laubach,a missionary.

p/s:Easter is coming...Christ has conquered the death!!=)

iThiNk..

2010-03-19T14:50:00.003+08:00

For some reasons,
ithink ihave slowly turned into an emotionless guy!!!!
iwonder if it's the facts,truths,news,impacts,stories that iwas told along this way....

to try to be more neutral,to try to be more rational....
in resolving a lot of issues....
slowly,the emotional-passionate mind was killed and im kinda emotionless now....

iwonder if this is something normal....

of coz,surely....
I am still able to find excitement,joy in Jesus!!!
this is the part that im really delighted for....

have you?

2010-03-17T07:59:00.002+08:00

have you ever woken up in a morning and realised that the desire to seek God is ever greater than anytime?

ihad that today and ithank God that He is really faithful to me and His words spoken to me thru the devotion time again!!!

OurDailyBread

When we experience tragedy, we may wonder about God’s goodness. Is God always good? Yes, He is. He doesn’t promise that bad things will never happen to us, but He does promise to be “our refuge and strength” (Ps. 46:1). He doesn’t promise that we will never walk through heart-wrenching circumstances, but He promises that we won’t be alone (Ps.23:4).

God is good—no matter what suffering we are experiencing. Even when we don’t understand, we can say with Habakkuk, “Yet will I rejoice in the Lord, I will joy in the God of my salvation” (3:18).

indeed,He is a good God!!!
and iwill rejoice even in my deep suffering time....=)

worst!!

2010-03-16T21:41:00.001+08:00

today is one of the worst days in my life....

stunning news was told....
=(

but still,
iwanna put my faith in Jesus...
knowing that all the things happened to me is for my own good!!

please pray for me....
to able to keep faith in this storm of life....

iappreciate it much....

thanks,
KaiSeng

wOrDs..

2010-03-11T11:56:00.003+08:00

ihave actually a lot to say after witnessing so much of events/issues/things recently...
but ijuz feel speechless...

probably,it's just some personal prospects that idun have the right to point it out....
the more iseem to understand,the more iseem to involve in it...
=)

and ya,
as Easter is approaching.....
as irecalled all the scenes isaw in the movie-->"Passion of Christ"...
ibegin to think that,if iwere in Christ's shoe,
would ireally be able to stand firm?
would i be able to die on the cross for the world?

im amazed once again by the sacrificial love poured out by Him....
just to complete me....
im filled up once again!!!!
thank You,Jesus!!
=)

p/s:happy birthday in advance,KaiSeng

wAh...

2010-03-09T21:01:00.003+08:00

juz a short update....
invr thought of iactually have a real big impact towards someone's life....

im amazed by that!!
thanks for all the trust,thoughts,words shared....
=)

kaiseng sign out with even more responsible in him!!
=)

p/s:Happy birthday,Moiiesha!!=)

mArCh 2010!!

2010-03-08T11:25:00.003+08:00

im still feeling kinda lost in my work....
trying to re-build the lost confidence level that iused to have....
=)

ihad a lot more work to deal with....
faith is being challenged day after day....
a lot of stuff to juggle with...

im trying hard to update here and ijuz think ican never have free time now...
everything seems to be packed with so much of unexpected things that happen every single day....

iguess,
this is the plan that my Ultimate Savior has for me...
im willingly to spend more time with people that has different needs....
and also,im still trying to serve more.....
for even the Son of God came not to be served but to serve....
of what a servant with such a small faith like me deserve a comfortable lifestyle!!

ijuz want to keep shining for Christ....
this is another week that iwanna shout out from the bottom of my heart that my soul is only quenched with His words...

verses of the week to meditate:

through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out His love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom He has given us. 'Romans 5:2-5'

song of the week-->How He loves

p/s:Moiiesha will be 1-year-old baby in a couple more days!!=)

reTrEaT..

2010-02-28T22:56:00.003+08:00

ilost my way of passion towards some part of my life....

the retreat was great....
after what ifaced on last week.....

it enlightened and challenged me in a way that

"iwanna see beyond the fact/life that im facing now"....

&

"when things do not go smooth in you,stay endure and cry out to the Lord...."

the more isee myself to b small,the more iwanna magnify my Lord Jesus Christ that's so Holy and Supreme....

verse of the week to meditate:

For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain.'Philippians 1:21'

song of the week-->I'm still Yours

p/s:another reli tough week ahead of me but ihave Jesus so iwill b fine!!

唯獨你是不可取替-Only you are irreplaceable....

2010-02-23T21:24:00.002+08:00

ihad not updated much on my blog recently.
ijuz lost the way to see the world that im struggling with....
=.=''

work,planning,ConneXion events,life,family,friends.....
im still trying to deal with it though....

had the most quiet chinese new year....
it was nice though....

spent time with family is alwaz awesome....
=)

research work finally kicks off and it's progressing not really in its pace but im still glad it's showing some positive directions though....=)

song of the day for today is an old song that ihad not heard it for a while....
it somehow expresses some of the words not spoken,some of the lines that hide in my heart though....
so,stay back and enjoy it....

song of the day-->唯獨你是不可取替

p/s:im on diet!!=)

heArTs...

2010-02-07T20:54:00.002+08:00

ihad another superb weekend again...

had another frisbee tournament again....
din win any match...=)
but ihad a lot of fun,a lot of new experience gained....

gosh,ireally believe im now beginning to love this game more and more....=)
ihave a lot of thoughts that iwanna implement to the game...=)
ithink and ihave faith that this sport will be more and more interesting in time to come...
=)

and ijuz read something from my friend's facebook notes...
this is pretty awesome!!

"Missionaries aren't the super-hero Christians, they're just the ones who decide to be obedient with their life." @Jonathan Chamber...

that's pretty awesome....
kinda reflect back all the missionaries that imet so far....=)

I thank to those who came across along my path with Christ...
for all the teaching,all the advice...=)

song of the week-->New year

im going home tomorrow....
cant wait for it...=P

"Home is where the heart gets rest!!"

here i come,mersing!!!!!!
=D

Happy Chinese New Year....=)

hUrT-RoTtEd-JeSuS

2010-02-04T22:20:00.004+08:00

iwas hurt....
im still hurt.....

iwas "accidentally" being selected to play Frisbee for Nottingham school team 2 aka Oops!!! 2 for the upcoming Nott. Open that will kick off this Saturday.

If you have no idea.....
today,

im about 4.5months old in this disc throwing game.
Istarted to play last November due to the Ultimate ConneXion Invitational tournament.

Trying to implement some football tactics,visions,thoughts,runnings have been effectively done by me towards this sports as idid manage to minimise my energy at times while fully exploring myself to a newer/deeper understanding towards this sport.

of course,ihad paid some prices for this sport.
current injuries status:

muscle twisted for left shoulder.
swollen right ankle.
Right ankle Achilles tendon swollen.
left arm soreness.

im not saying that im trying to b hero to keep myself playing with injuries.
I know it's surely does me no good.

It's just that I made a promise to myself once that I wanted to break into school team within a year.
Exploring myself into this tournament definitely helps me a lot and I still have my desire to play even better in this sport.=)

I have a lot of thoughts recently when I get my back-to-back injuries.
for instance, how fragile it is of my earthly body,this rotted body that is not-countable at all.

The more pain that isuffer,the more ithought about the price of the Cross 2000 years ago.
Isuffer due to my own act,He suffered for not His own actions but for us.!!!!

and this verse juz keep on popping out across my mind:

But God demonstrates His own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. 'Romans 5:8'

so,here im to ask everyone of you that follow this blog,would you please pray for me?

Please pray for me that ican reduce the pain that im having/will have,pray that iwill experience the grace of Christ even through the physical painful feeling,and also pray that the heart of mine that yearns to know Christ will not grow dim....
=)

song of the day-->You are my all in all

p/s:You are my strength when im weak,You are the treasure that i seek...=)

tRuTh Of GoSpeL..

2010-02-02T14:53:00.004+08:00

i juz met up with a friend of mine for lunch in my college's cafe....
ialwaz like having some lunch meals with some people that ihavent spoken to for some time...

he is kinda awesome....
so we had some chats,a lot of views/idea exchange towards the walk of faith.....
it was awesome to see how great the words were being shared,common thoughts that had reli inspired both of us....

it has been a week of faith of truth for me iwould say....

in less than 12hours,ispoke to two different group of people(including the lunch meal friend) regarding to the faith that ihave....

visions,planning,thoughts,objectives,personal experiences and etc...
=)

im reli glad....
=D
istood firm,idid try my best to share the thoughts that the ConneXion Semenyih stands for,the personal idea that ihave.....
=D

what a great first two days of the first week of February of 2010.
the week that istand firm in sharing the truth of Gospel to the others....=)

verse of the week to meditate:

Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be men of courage; be strong.'1Corinthians 16:13'

song of the week-->Be Thou my vision

i want to keep on following Christ's foot print...=)

p/s:Chinese new year 2010 is around the corner..=)

bLeSseD bE YoUr nAmE..

2010-01-26T08:13:00.003+08:00

blessed be Your name Lord....
ijuz wanna hold strong in Your name...

even though the storm of life strikes me badly...
emotionally,it's being challenged day after day...
week after week....
ijuz wanna stay strong and trust in You....

for You are a God that is full of compassionate, full of mercy and YOU NEVER LET GO!!

Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight. 'Proverbs 3:5-6'

song of the week-->Lord of all

p/s:iwanna focus on the goal set on eternity and not this earthly life....

maRVeLeD bY....

2010-01-22T14:47:00.007+08:00

just today itself,im once again marveled by the love of God poured out to me....
the daily morning devotion part has been the best time for me to start up my day by having a great fellowship with God....
=)

it was really awesome today when icame across this....

It's based on the Book of Luke 10:29-37

To love “your neighbor as yourself” requires the urgent kind of love. It’s a love that notices the need of another person and won’t rest until it’s been met. It’s a gentle, tender love that thinks and acts carefully. It’s the sacrificial and compassionate love that a nameless Samaritan had for a fallen traveler. It’s the kind of love God wants to share with your neighbors through you.

ihad been experiencing/witnessing a lot of good time and bad time of both myself and some friends of mine...
with their daily walk with God,their earthly life and etc....

so many times,iadmit that idin not try to love them as myself.....
iwish icould but ijuz din....
@_@

And also,the more i see,the more im marveled by Him on how would He come as a human flesh,to experience the similar kind of earthly life like me,to die for me thru the cruelest way of human history....

today,i thank God for all the grace i received....
i thank God for the life ihave,thank Him for all the things that ihave....
icant stop myself but just to bow down before Him and say,

"Thank you for the cross...."

song of the day-->With all I am

verse of the week to meditate:

But because of His great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions—it is by grace you have been saved. 'Ephesians 2:4-5'

p/s:love your neighbor as yourself.

mY hEaRt...

2010-01-18T16:06:00.003+08:00

the more time ispend with God...
the more my heart is assured with this fact....

JESUS SAVES~~~~

=)

song of the week-->Redeemer

another verse that amazed me yet again...

And call upon Me in the day of trouble;
I will deliver you, and you will honor Me.'Psalm 50:15'

p/s:another week that iwant to yearn for His teaching more than ever...=)

SiGh.....

2010-01-14T20:38:00.002+08:00

have you come to a stage where you are just purely feeling lost to what you are doing????
sigh.....

got stucked in my research work for 2 days....
wasted 2 full days juz to trial and error....
ineed your prayer tonight....
would you please pray for me?

to God who is able to do immeasurable thing to my life...
to Him who is able to do great things in me....

please pray for me that imay go thru this tough time with His teaching....

p/s:it's really some new experiences to be invigilator....

dEFiNe...

2010-01-10T15:08:00.004+08:00

if you happen to talk me to before...
ilove using the word "define" towards the things that iduno/things iwish to know more in detail...

my heart was feeling burdened these days after reading/witnessing/seeing/listening to the issues that were/are so messed up/in chaos in the world that im living in...
here comes my question of the day?

how does the line of -'define CHURCH' sound like to you?

a place for Christians to go on sunday?
a place that for you to talk to your friends?
a place for you to hang out?

iwent to church today and somehow the speaker really amazed me with his message...
for some reason,ifelt words of God spoke to me thru His servant...
thanks Dr.Doug Martin...=)
(love his compassionate expression of sharing message..)

let me define the word "CHURCH".....

C-Christ
H-Holy Spirit
U-Unity
R-Reconciliation
C-Compassion
H-Heaven

so wonderful,isnt it?
No doubt,Christ is alwaz the head of the church...=)
And God did give us Holy Spirit after the death of Jesus so that we will be able to keep on the faith walk with Him....
Therefore, Christians are called to be united and we dun stop meeting each other because we are called to do so until the 2nd coming of Christ...

The crucifixion of Christ on the cross had shown the solid example that God ultimately wanted to reconcil with us...He had given us the most precious gift He could so that we could be saved....
Compassion?when you have Christ in your life,the holy spirit will work in you and you are ought to share the gospel with others compassionately for this is the great commission that we,as the followers of Christ need to do so until the day we return to heaven....

Heaven is the only eternal home that we are needed to be constantly reminded...
ilike the following verses a lot:

Do not love the world or anything in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him.For everything in the world—the cravings of sinful man, the lust of his eyes and the boasting of what he has and does—comes not from the Father but from the world. The world and its desires pass away, but the man who does the will of God lives forever.'1 John 2:15-17'

as the summary of above,ithink the following verses fit in a lot for it somehow really reflect the faith that we ought to have:

Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.'2 Corinthians 4:16-18'

ileave the rest in your own thought....

song of the day-->In Christ alone

p/s:Define the feeling in you after you read if you wish to share with me..=)

wHeN i....

2010-01-05T08:28:00.004+08:00

when isee upon the cross He suffered in Calvary...
isee all my problems/tough work worth nothing anymore....

it was a frustrating evening last night....
im glad that Christ's faithfulness to me never stops...

the more isee myself to get involved in my research work,the more im amazed by how He loves us...

Here is a trustworthy saying:
If we died with Him,
we will also live with Him;
if we endure,
we will also reign with Him.
If we disown Him,
He will also disown us;
if we are faithless,
He will remain faithful,
for He cannot disown himself. '2 Timothy 2:11-13'

p/s:gonna start the super-packed week with joy and strength received!!=)

2010....

2010-01-03T20:08:00.002+08:00

went home last week...
had great time with family....
=D

had a great time to quiet down my heart too....
to think,to see,to pray,to seek.....
for what ican do to juz to bring Him more glory and honor in year 2010.....

this is another year that will surely b filled with a lot of new experiences...
with Christ the head of my life,this will b done...=)

song that should b the prayer from us-->Tears of the Saints

p/s:What is a new year if it's without resolutions?=)

CiAo 2009;AlOhA 2010...

2009-12-28T19:44:00.004+08:00

phew....
it's almost the end of 2009...
so fast....-.-''
by a glimpse of eyes,another year comes to an end soon....
iwas trying to recall the events/issues/things/new & old experiences/milestones that ihad gone through/achieved throughout the year of 2009....

surely,2009 was a real blessing to me though....=)

Graduated from my undergraduate studies-->Started my Post graduate studies-->Got the ConneXion Semenyih running-->Got Baptized...

Of course there were so many other big and small issues occurring in between too...
there are just too many to list down.....

family-friend cycle-personal struggles-career path....
so many so many things that had really shapen me to a better/wiser person ihope...=)

And ya, im looking forward to 2010....

a new year that iwant to learn more about Him....
a new year that iwant to love Him more...
a new year that iwant to achieve something decent for the research work....
a new year that iwant to love my family even more...
a new year that ipray for new experiences to come into my life....
a new year that ipray for different prospects in life....
a new year that is absolutely just for Him....=)

Song of my hope for 2010-->Shine

there is a quote in the book that im reading that really stunned me...
ihope it will become not just me but the people around me's prayer for 2010:

When principles that run against your deepest convictions begin to win the day,then battle is your calling,and peace has become sin;you must,at the price of dearest peace,lay your conviction bare before friend and enermy,with the fire of your faith. 'Counterfeit Revival'

2010= the year that i hope to keep growing under His grace and mercy....

p/s:going home on Wednesday!!=)

Galatians 2:20......

2009-12-25T15:08:00.003+08:00

finally,it's done....
im glad imade the decision....
doubts did give me some trouble along this journey....

im glad that ican finally declare the victory of Christ in me...=)

perseverance and resilience were tested....
it has never been easy for me to really step up to declare my faith to the world that im living in....

Blessed Xmas,people...
Blessed Xmas,'new' KaiSeng...
=)

I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.'Galatians 2:20'

Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!
'2 Corinthians 5:17'

p/s:love the Caroling moments,love Xmas 09!!=)

ReVoLuTiOn......

2009-12-19T09:54:00.005+08:00

ispent part of my evening last night just to re-read all of the 117 posts before today...

seeing myself being transformed....
went thru so much of -ve sides than +ve periods....
seeing how much love God has poured out into my life.....
God is good,all the time.....=)

im still learning....
to love Him a little bit deeper than the day before as day goes by...
to try to surrender a little more as the clock passes by....
to attempt to read His will in my life every single day....

it's another year that im being so thankful to have Him in my life....
it's another year that ishall mark the death of my old self and being re-born through His holy spirit...
it's another year that iyearn to serve Him more....
it's another year that joy being filled up with suffering time/moments came in between it....
it's another year that iwitnessed His majestic power ruling over the place where istay...
it's another year that iwant to spread His news...

there isnt much work that had been completed....
and surely greater things are still to be done....
Im glad that we have new faces,new people that came to know Him....
idun count myself for any credit for it...
it's Him that deserves the glory of every single work that the student house had done,
He deserves to be praised and to be known!!

all ihope is on the day i return to the heaven and to have Him to tell me,"Good job,son"...
=)

2009 is quite a memorable year for me though....
but it definitely means nothing had not had Him in it all the time....
=D

thank You,God...=)

For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. "Phillipian 1:21"

p/s:6 more days to the day iget baptised!!=)

sOnG Of tHe wEeK..

2009-12-14T21:58:00.003+08:00

im so glad this song is being known by so many people around me now....=)
im juz glad it was put as the background song in the farewell clip to my blonde friend-->Trent..=)

this song accompanied me went through so much problems/calamities in my life....

im sending off juz a physical flesh of a friend that is back to State soon....
it's the heart that links between one another that matters the most...=)

song of the week...

p/s:12 Days to Xmas...=)

tHiS sOnG...

2009-12-10T10:00:00.006+08:00

this song encourages me a lot...
so true with the lyrics....

just another song that hits to the bottom of my heart to voice out my prayers/the words that iwant to say....=)

the link-->The words I'd say

The words I would say

Three in the morning,
And I'm still awake,
So I picked up a pen and a page,
And I started writing,
Just what I'd say,
If we were face to face,
I'd tell you just what you mean to me,
I'd tell you these simple truths,

Be strong in the Lord and,
Never give up hope,
You're going to do great things,
I already know,
God's got His hand on you so,
Don't live life in fear,
Forgive and forget,
But don't forget why you're here,
Take your time and pray,
These are the words I would say,

Last time we spoke,
You said you were hurting,
And I felt your pain in my heart,
I want to tell you,
That I keep on praying,
Love will find you where you are,
I know cause I've already been there,
So please hear these simple truths,

Be strong in the Lord and,
Never give up hope,
You're going to do great things,
I already know,
God's got His hand on you so,
Don't live life in fear,
Forgive and forget,
But don't forget why you're here,
Take your time and pray,
These are the words I would say,

From one simple life to another,
I will say,
Come find peace in the Father,

Be strong in the Lord and,
Never give up hope,
You're going to do great things,
I already know,
God's got His hand on you so,
Don't live life in fear,
Forgive and forget,
But don't forget why you're here,
Take your time and pray,
Thank God for each day,
His love will find a way,
These are the words I would say

and also this song i specially wanna dedicate to a friend of mine...
that istill appreciate a lot...
(probably there are some scratches made)
and this friend still means a lot to me....
=D

given another chance,
these are the words i would say....

p/s:Christmas is 16Days away!!=)

hiDdEn..

2009-12-07T08:18:00.002+08:00

there is a part of my life...
it seems like ihurt the others again....
itried my best to avoid that....
(trust me,idid try the very best to avoid that!!!)

it seems like thing had come to a stage where ineed to make this decision....
it hurts me too...>.<
(knowing that you got to let go of something you treasure is really tough)

but,to see upon the bigger picture of life....
personally,ithink the execution move that idid....
is a wise move.....

有时候，我宁愿什么也没发生过！！
我尽力了。。。
请原谅我的懦弱！！

p/s:another week,another day to survive....

tEaChEr...

2009-12-04T09:50:00.007+08:00

Call me teacher....
iwas a teacher for 21kids(including 2 special needs) in VBS yesterday....
it was like more than 2years since ilast taught in a kids' class!!=)
had a lot of fun...
re-learned a lot of new values,new thoughts,and new experiences too...=)

met Elaine Loh,a frend that idin see for quite a while too!!=)
had fun dealing with the special needs kids too!!
(an ADHD kid and a slow learner!!)
my class was not assigned with any staff from Malaysia Care due to the lack of staff members from them...

patience and 24hours-awareness are the key elements!!=D

too bad.....
icant make it today and tomorrow due to some reasons though...>.<
nevermind,look forward to experience more next year!!=)

song of the day-->We are the reason

p/s:cant wait for the frisbee tournament tomorrow!!=)